It's All Going to Be Okay

losing it.

I laid back on the floor and started laughing uncontrollably.the sound echoed in the room as he tried talking back to his boss on the walkie talkie. This guy is so screwed if he's afraid of me.

" w-what happened to the hyena?" The guy questioned me.

My ear perked up, realizing he actually acknowledged.

" tell me, why are you afraid of me ?" I asked him, forcing him to look at me.

His heart beat went up and I just smiled.

" Are you finished?" I asked him.

He nodded and I got up , not releasing my grip on his wrist. I dragged him all the way to place he broke into.

" Good. Now get out before they see you!" I grinned with my mouth opened, letting out a giggle.

The man got the audacity to say who and I just flicked his forehead saying the nightwatchers.

" there always watching" I whispered looking around. The nightwatchers are always snitches, and you can't really do anything once they see you.

"Your fucking crazy" he mumbled.

My grin dropped and my eyes dilated. This guy is really disrespectful to everyone in this building. From the tall specimen to Noah. He just insulted everyone.

"I'm not fucking crazy, you hear me!!"

I stared him in the eyes and rolled mine back into picth black, falling on all fours growing larger than normal. The guys face went from a sarcastic smirk to a terrified one. His eyebrows moved uncontrollably and he started running deeper into the building. I sprinted after him, cackling at the feeling of chasing someone.

"BOSS SHES GOING TO KILL ME!!, SEND SOMEONE!! OR SOMETHING!!" He yelled into the earpiece.

I Cackled loud enough for it to echo through the whole building. I opened my jaw and with one chomp ,I killed the guy. He wasn't getting out after the shit he pulled. I spit out half his body and listened to the ear piece.

" FUCK LANCE, WHAT DID YOU DO THIS TIME!!, YOU BETTER HAVE PLANTED THE BOMB. YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING, BITCH."

I sighed at the static noise. Probably the last time I'll hear his voice. My plan a has already begun.

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Taking a deep breathe I finish my training session.

It has been a whole week since I actually did some intense training. Thanks to the incident I can still get enough sleep to get through the week. My schedule is fucked but I'm making the best of it.

Last night was a fun but there was a big mess. I wasn't able to clean it.

Walking to the locker room I saw tall figure from before. I waved at him , hoping he wasn't disgusted with me still. He just nodded at me and continued on with staring at something. He's an old man, so I can't judge him for being grumpy.

"What are you waving at?"

"The tall figure in front of me"

"There is no one there"

I looked back to where I last saw the old man and he was gone. I questioned my sanity for a second but shrugged it off. I couldn't be seeing shit, I'm not crazy.

Stepping into the showers, I let the cold water run down my body and trail every inch of skin. Funny how my veins look like it's part of the water flow.

Looking away I start breathing heavy. My heart beat started getting louder and faster. It hurt to feel every pulse pounding against my chest. My hyperventilating was making it worse.

I let out a sob and tried to get out the shower but felt weak so I stumbled and hit the ground hard.

I let go of the tears I have been holding in. Black tears flowing out of my eyes, staining the water from the shower below me. I crawled over to a sink that could help me get up.

I got up covering my neck and stomach, hiding the things that made me different. Different from humans and even the freaks.

I started mumbling my favorite song. I was trying to calm myself down as steadied myself against te sink.

'Damn, not again' I cursed at myself.

' your weak, why are you letting everything get to you now, aileen pull yourself together!'

I winced as I stood up straight and put on a fake smile, laughing until everything became normal.

My smile turned real and so did the laughter. Finally, I stepped back into the shower , and cleaned myself up. I made sure I was okay before stepping out again.

I slid my undergarments on, and heard the door open behind me. I ignored it and put my cargo pants on. I felt eyes on me as I got ready, but I shrugged it off, knowing that there looking at my veins. I place my shirt on and dusted it off. Before sitting down, I fixed my boots and put them on. Once I was done, I walked over to where my gym clothes were and finally looked at the intruder. To my surprise I saw Noah.

" my my to think I just catched a pervert. Tell me, how about 20 years in prison" I laughed at myself, knowing that this building was a prison.

" WHAT!? IM NOT A PERVERT, AILEEN..." He shouted at me, fighting his smirk.

" really? Hmmm..... how long were you there?" I asked him.

He seemed shocked by my question and then his head hung low.

"Long enough to know your not okay".

I looked at him shocked by his answer. Was he here the whole time?

"No one is ever okay, Noah "

I quickly grabbed my clothes and headed for the doors. I tried to pass him but he grabbed my arm. I winced at how strong his grip was but looked back.

" we need to talk about all of this" he stared into my eyes as he said this and I couldn't help but feel threatened.

Removing my arm from his grip, I shook my head.

" I don't need to talk about anything, it's nothing you need to worry about, it's ju-".

" ITS NOT JUST BUSINESS AILEEN, YOUR SERIOUSLY SICK RIGHT NOW!! YOU CANT SLEEP, AND YOUR HAVING PANIC ATTACKS, MENTAL BREAKDOWNS, AND YOUR EMOTIONS ARE EVERYWHERE!!".

I stepped back from his shouting feeling angered.

"I FUCKING TOLD YOU IM FINE, STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE ABOUT ME BECAUSE YOU DONT, IF YOU DID I WOULDNT FUCKING BE HERE RIGHT NOW".

I started to cry again.My breathing was heavy and I was fighting with myself. I quickly turned around but Noah grabbed my wrist. I dropped my clothes and punched him right in the jaw. He fell to the floor holding his face, fear in his eyes. I looked at my fist and then him, regret overwhelming me.

"You should leave... your wasting your time with me, I'm sorry I hit you. I don't have much control. Find someone else to associate with" I said, not looking at him.

Picking up my clothes I left the room.

It's for the best.