The book is about what it feels like to be lost and found. It contains poems and essays I have in mind about the things I've been going through the years. The book has 3 parts: beginning, middle and end.
Each part contains special things in my life...
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She's a glowing nebula,
a butterfly whose wings tore apart then evolved into something new.
You could see her smile at the top of her lungs
when something reminds her of you.
She's a glowing nebula,
the girl you'd often see flying so high,
the girl everyone thinks has an unyielding power to conquer the stars,
yet deep inside- she's too timid to show who she really is to the world.
She fears that people might see her wings broken and fragile.
She fears that someone might not see the incandescent glow within her because she's somehow lost and could not glow in the dark.
No one knows how she could not glow in the dark,
yet everyone thinks she's always filled with a beam of light.
Her light, however, seems to be dissipated underneath the clouds.
Only the people close to her heart can discover the disappearance of her light.
She has a bewildered notion which she only knows how to unfold,
but you can, too.
You'll notice it when she lets you decipher her like a code.
But it'll take you some time for she has always been perplexed, lost and unnerving.
Allow her to glow whenever she already feels like it.
Do not tell her that she's a failure.
Tell her you love her when you already feel your heart becoming soft to her.
Do not let anything discombobulate your thoughts for her because once you lose her trust, you'll never be able to decipher her again as much as you want to.
She's been pining for something, for someone she can hold on to.
If that person's you, please take care of her.
Her heart has been broken so much she doesn't want to let anyone enter it.
But if only you feel like she's worthy of love,
she'll let you have her heart.
She's yearning for someone to appreciate her as a human for everyone has always been ingenuine to her.
May you find beauty amidst her eyes that scream for pain,
May you seek for her inner beauty which outlasts her attractive nature.
May you shower her with warmth for she shivers and hides how cold she is inside,
And may you guide her all throughout eternity.
The rest is for you to find out how.
She's a glowing nebula whose mind is lost in words unsaid,
whose thoughts often change from time-to time,
whose smile doesn't seem so real all the time,
whose heart is as fragile as sea foam.
Oftentimes, she feels like she's at the bottom of the pit and nobody can ever save her, but her.
That is true, but she also yearns for somebody to hold her hand and let her cry until she doesn't have any tears left to cry.
She's a glowing nebula, but she doesn't know that she is.
