Everything you've lost will somehow come back.
I may have lost myself, but I was able to rebuild her. The experiences I dealt with before has taught me to become resilient in every adversity. I am an over thinker. I couldn't stop myself from thinking of things that often cross my head and bother me. I couldn't help but smile and look back at how everything wrecked my thoughts, my heart, my life and my self. It wasn't a good memory to think of, but I learned so much.
If I didn't experience all the miseries I had to go through, I wouldn't be the person I am now. I realize that along the way, there were obstacles that hindered me from becoming the person I wanted myself to be. Anxiety crept through me as much as the things I feared the most.
But hopefully, everything has fallen into place. I met new people. I healed. I learned. I felt better. I think I'm still healing now, but that's okay. Everything I'm going through is a process and I know that someday, in God's perfect time, I'll be perfectly fine. Maybe now's not the time to be perfectly fine. Now's the time to dwell on the things that make me feel alive, that make me happy and things that make me want to live life to the fullest.
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Lost and Found
PuisiThe book is about what it feels like to be lost and found. It contains poems and essays I have in mind about the things I've been going through the years. The book has 3 parts: beginning, middle and end. Each part contains special things in my life...