No Escape

Chapter 19

IRIS POV

I kept blinking my eyes trying to get use to facing the bright lights that were shining down on me,

"Oh Iris! you're awake, how are you feeling?" an unfamiliar voice said in a sympathy matter.

"I'm feeling okay, just a little bit tired and confused, who are you, sorry if you don't mind me asking?" I gave a small smile and he spoke again

"No worries, I'm your doctor! and you're probably feeling like that because you've alone woken up, I must say iris you could of been In a worse condition or even dead if you didn't get rushed in here."

I looked down feeling so stupid on the fact I overdosed, I've done it in the past when my dad died but I never thought I could ever reach such a low point in my life again

"Anyway there's a gentlemen outside waiting to see you, do you mind if I let him in?" he smiled at me

"Yes that's fine, thank you."

"Not to worry." he smiled once again and walked out of the door where I now pulled myself to sit up straight on my hospital bed.

"What the fuck where you thinking iris?!" a very angry James came rushing through the door and stood at the end of my bed.

"Hello to you to."

"Don't be fucking sarcastic with me, I could of lost you do you not care about how this could of effected me?!"

"It's not always about you James." I spat and he looked at me full of frustration but before he could answer I cut him off

"Do you not remember the things you said to me huh?! that I enjoyed being raped, that I asked for it. what kind of sick bitch says that?! can you even imagine how worthless and dirty that made me feel, CAN YOU?! so don't you dare stand there crying because you could of lost me because its your fault I did this."

He was speechless and scratched the back of his neck

"You know what I can be like iris."

"That doesn't mean I enjoy it."

He came closer to me

"I'm sorry, I'm not good with saying cute things but you mean everything to me and seeing you so weak destroyed every part of my body, I'm sorry I said those things I wasn't thinking I was just angry because they touched you and you're mine and they hurt you, I'm sorry baby please don't scare me like this ever again I need you."

I was quiet for a minute taking on every word he said

"Come here." he was puzzled but carried on walking closer to the point where he was close enough to hold my hand

"I love you James, I'm only yours you know that and by the way, being cute isn't your thing you girl." I smirked and he laughed and kissed the top of my head

"I love you more than anything, Iris don't forget that."

I smiled and he stayed with me for the rest of the night as I was on observation, I fell in a peaceful sleep not letting go of his hand once.