Twin Flames X Jemily

6- New Orleans

Emily's pov:
I was standing in the police station with my back turned to JJ. "Em?" She called out.

"Jennifer I can't do this right now." I sighed walking out and behind the building.

Why did JJ kiss him? Was she in love with him? Was me thinking that I ever had a chance just stupid? I couldn't help but be mad at her.

It's not like I blame her for not liking me that's not her fault. I'm just mad in general. I'm mad at the stupid detective with the god awful southern accent.
I'm mad at the case for bringing us here. I'm mad at the universe for putting me in this position.

I wipe the few tears that had fallen off my face and head back inside to grab my stuff. I need a drink.

I get to the nearest bar and go inside seeing the one person I did not want to see right now. It was JJ and will.

But JJ did something that surprised me. "Look Will me and you are never going to happen." She sighed.

I zoned out after that lost in my thought. I'm not sure how long had passed but I think it had been almost 10 minutes. Will had left.

Why did she do that? Doesn't she like him? Why would she kiss him then? I'm still very confused when I see JJ walk out from the bathroom and sit down at the bar.

I was about to just leave when I see JJ getting up and completely stumbling. I ran over to her almost instinctively catching her.

She looked behind me. "Emily?" She said quietly. He face was tear stained and I don't know if she even realized it.

"Hey how many drinks did she have?" I asked the bartender. "I don't know 4 or 5? Is she okay?" He asked. "Yeah I'll take her home." I said dragging her out of the bar.

"JJ what the hell?" I shouted. Before she even got a change to answer she vomited into the gutter. She started to cry and I felt really bad for yelling at her.

I got us a cab to take us back to the hotel. "Let's just get out of here okay?" I said softly getting JJ into the cab.

When we got to the hotel I took her to my room because I couldn't trust her in her own right now.

I grabbed some extra pyjamas and handed them to her. "Go change into these." I told her. She walked into the bathroom.

I changed into sweatpants and a tank top while she was in there.

She walked out and I sat her down on the bed. She was still crying and completely drunk.  

"JJ what's going on?" I asked sitting on the bed next to her. "Why?" She cried softly. "Why what?" I asked curiously.

"Why am I not special enough for you?"

I was confused. "JJ what do you mean of course you're special to me." I said wiping off her face with my thumb.

"I'm not special enough." She slurred out. "Because you don't love me. But I love you. So much. But I am not special so you don't love me back."

I was completely shocked. "JJ you kissed will?" "I hate will." She said sticking her tongue out like a five year old. "If you hate him why did you kiss him?" I asked.

"Because if I kissed him then you would notice me." She sighed. She clearly has no filter right now so she's just telling me everything that pops into her mind.

"That's why?" I asked her. She nodded her head. "But it didn't work because I'm just a worthless piece of shit like he said I am." She closed her eyes.

"Hey. Who said that?" I asked angrily. I was pissed. Why would anyone ever say that to someone like JJ?
"Will said it." She said matter of factly.

Now I was just more angry. I swear I'll actually kill him. I pointed her face to look at me. "JJ listen to me. He's wrong. You are not worthless you are the exact opposite. You are way better than that man will ever be. You are not worthless."

"Yes I am." She responded.

"No you're not." I told her.

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

JJ started giggling because I was angry. "Hey not funny." I frowned. "Yes."

"JJ you need to remember that you are not worthless. You will never be worthless no matter what anyone else says." I told her. "Jennifer I love you."

"No Emily I meant-"

"I know what you meant." I said quietly. I leaned over placing a soft kiss on her lips. She kissed me back wrapping her arms around my neck and kissing me harder.

Finally I pulled away. "JJ you're drunk. You need to sleep it off." I sighed. She looked a little scared. "You can stay here with me if you want." I laughed.

She smiled at me. I unmade the bed climbing under the blankets and JJ came next to me.

She pressed her body up against mine planting sloppy, tequila smelling kisses on my lips. "Okay we need to go to sleep now." I sighed leaning over and kissing her again. "Goodnight JJ. I love you." I whispered. "I love you Emily. Good night." She responded.

I woke up the next morning and JJ was still soundly asleep next to me. She hadn't woken up through the whole night.

I kissed her face gently trying to get her to wake up. She stirred slightly mumbling something. "Hey it's time to wake up." I whispered.

She sat up rubbing her eyes. "It's too early." She groaned. "JJ it's almost 9. We need to go the jet leaves soon." I laughed.

We got up and got dressed in our more casual clothes because we were just going home. We packed our go bags and headed to the airstrip.

When we got on the plane JJ sat next to me this time. We sat away from everyone else because I don't think she could handle the stupid comments about us even though we hadn't told anyone what happened.

She was hungover and tired so I let her sleep on my shoulder almost the whole ride. The team noticed but it wasn't really unusual so nobody said anything about it.

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