Twin Flames X Jemily

15- Disgut

(TW)

JJ's pov:
I was on the couch with Emily and we were watching Modern Family, which is one of my favourite shows.

Emily told me I should eat a slice of pizza so I did. But I wasn't paying attention and I ate like 3. I was distracted and I didn't even realize what I was doing.

I felt gross. I hadn't felt like this in a while. Usually I was fine. It wasn't this bad since I was a teenager. I had an eating disorder when I was 12-15 that was really bad.

But I don't anymore. I just want to be skinny. I couldn't shake the feeling of disgust. "I'm going to the bathroom." I said to Emily. She nodded and I got up. I walked to the upstairs bathroom.

I locked the door and sat on the floor hunched over the toilet. I hadn't done this in so long.

I shoved my fingers all the way into the back of my throat until I gagged. I kept doing it until it worked. I felt dizzy and my throat burned. I threw up everything I ate.

I got up and flushed the toilet and pulled myself off the floor. I washed my hands and rinsed my mouth out with water.

I hadn't even realized that I was shaking and tears were running down my face. I splashed some cold water on my face and dried it off.

I walked back downstairs and curled up into Emily's arms. She made me feel better.

"JJ were you crying?" She asked me. I realized my eyes were probably all red. "No offence but I've been crying all day." I laughed slightly.

I knew she could tell that something was wrong but she didn't push it. We sat on the couch for a while. I perfectly still. It felt like if I moved everything might just disappear.

Eventually it was a late so we headed upstairs. We both brushed our teeth and changed. Emily got in bed first and I got in after her. I climbed on top of her and kissed her. "I love you." I smiled. "I love you too." She kissed me again.

I laid down next to her and closed my eyes. I could feel her playing with my hair which made me smile. I fell asleep pretty quickly after that.

~1 week later~
I was driving to work by myself. Last week went by fast. When I returned to work I got a lot of questions but when I refused to answer them, people just gave up.

Honestly the whole thing was kind of forgotten now. Well I mean besides by me. I can't stop thinking about him. He's mad. I humiliated him in front of the entire floor. I'm just waiting for him to get his revenge, which is worrying me.

I walked into the bullpen and sat on the edge of Emily's desk. She looked up from her file. "Good morning." She smiled.

Before I had a chance to answer I heard a dog barking. Revenge. I felt my heart drop. I am terrified of dogs. Ever since the Tobias hankle case I can't be around any type of big dog.

I saw the big black dog running towards me. It was the exact same dog. Well the same breed, given I killed all of the ones in the barn.

Before I even had time to move that thing grabbed my arm ripping my sleeves and sinking it's teeth right into my arm. I let out a small scream before climbing onto Emily's desk.

I pulled out my gun pointing it at the rabid dog that was scratching and barking at the edge of the desk. My head was foggy and I could feel the blood dripping down my arm.

I heard someone's voice next to me. "JJ give me the gun." Emily said softly. "Get that fucking demon away from me." I yelled.

I saw Derek grabbing the dog who fought him, but lost. Derek was able to hold its mouth shut while he but him in one of then cells.

Slowly I holstered my gun and climbed off the desk. I kept getting flashbacks to the barn.

I saw Emily inspecting my arm. She ripped the rest of the sleeve open because it was already ruined. I almost gagged at the sight. A set of huge, deep bloody teeth marks were in my arm.

"I mean it's not as bad as last time." I said trying to make myself feel better. "What the hell happened last time??" Rossi asked.

"JJ shot and killed 7 dogs." Morgan said. I glared at him. "That's why I hate dogs now." "Wait you killed 7 dogs?" Rossi said surprised. "Those weren't dogs they were demons in dog suits. Ripped my fucking arm open." I rolled my eyes.

Rossi looked confused but I didn't really want to explain the whole thing so I just didn't tell the full story.

I had to go to the hospital and get a bunch of shots and stitches and stuff which wasn't fun. They did a bunch of tests to see if the dog gave me a disease or something but they were all negative which is good.

I was able to go back to work in just a few hours. I tried to act as normal as possible but I was still shaking. I locked myself in my office.

I think they called animal control to come and get the dog. I know I can't prove that Mark was the one who sent that dog, but I'm sure it was him. He wanted revenge on me so he got it.

I wanted revenge. I don't know what I should do. Well I know what I want to do, but that would end up with me in jail, so I can't.

I decided I wanted to talk to Emily. Maybe she would have a good idea. I promised her that I would tell her when something was wrong and I'm trying my best to do that.

I have been doing that, I mean expect for that day in the bathroom but that was nothing. I'm trying. I hope she knows that.

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