Twin Flames X Jemily

16- Locked Office Doors

Emily's pov:
JJ had asked me to go to her place after work so I happily agreed. I knew the whole dog situation really freaked her out.

When I got to her apartment I used my key to unlock the door. I looked around for JJ and saw her sitting on the couch with a glass of wine in her hand.

I walked over and sat next to her. "Emily." She smiled. "Hi sweetie." I leaned over and kissed her. She set down the glass and gave me a hug. She just sat there with her head resting on my shoulder and she was tightly holding onto me.

"JJ are you drunk?" I laughed. "Only slightly." She mumbled against my shoulder.

"JJ not that I don't love hanging out with you, but was their a reason you asked me to come over? It seemed urgent I just want to know if you're okay." I sighed.

"I did want to ask you something." JJ said up. "Go got it." I told her. "I know mark sent that dog to the bau floor."

"What? Did he tell you that? Did you talk to him?" I asked her confused. "No no I didn't talk to him I just- I just know that it was him." She said.

"Do you want to try and prove it? Maybe we could get him kicked out for good?" I suggested. "No I want to do more than that. I did something but you can't make fun of me." She said.

"I'm not going to make fun of you JJ. What did you do?" I was a bit nervous she had killed mark or something. Not that I wouldn't help her cover up the body though.

"I talked to a lawyer. She said if I took it to court I would have about a 97% chance of winning." She looked at the floor. "That's pretty high. Do you have any evidence besides the video?" I asked.

"Well this is the part you can't make fun of me for." She didn't look up. "Okay" I nodded.

"I took a rape kit. It's still sitting in the hospital freezer. I never sent it in because I was too scared." She looked embarrassed.

"JJ why would I make fun of you for that." I grabbed her hand and held it in mine. "Because if I had just sent it in 3 years ago maybe this would all be over. But I didn't want to ruin my reputation and I really wanted the job at the bau, and I thought that it would just ruin everything for me."

"JJ you were 21 years old. You were hardly older than a teenager of course you were scared. I don't blame you for not sending it in I think it was brave that you even got one in the first place." I gently ran my thumb over her hand.

"Do you want to take it too court? Because if you do then I'll be with you the whole time."  I said. JJ finally looked up at me. "What if I lose and everyone finds out."

"JJ I'm going to tell you the truth. It would suck. But I'm sure the team will believe you and they won't let him hurt you anymore. But if you win, he'll go to jail and it's going to feel great." I sighed. "It's up to you. I'll be there no matter what you choose."

JJ thought about it for a little while before finally making up her mind. "I want to take it to court. I at least want to try to get him arrested."

"Okay. You can do this." I smiled.  JJ started to freak out a little bit. "But what if I can't? what if it goes wrong-" she started to breathe faster.

I gently caressed her cheek with my thumb. "JJ you are going to be great. I know that you can do this." I assured her. She slowly nodded and gave me a small smile.

~the next morning~
General pov:
Emily was just about to leave for work because she wanted to grab something from her apartment before she left. JJ was already sitting in the bullpen talking to Morgan and Reid. JJ honestly just wanted out of the conversation.

"I mean you get it Reid right? Women shouldn't do stuff like that." Derek Said. Reid just shrugged. "I don't know."

"You can't be serious Derek. You think just because a woman is walking around in shorts means she should get sexually assaulted?" JJ snapped.

"No of course not. I'm not saying it's right or anything it's awful." Derek continued. "But I mean take you for example. Half the guys in the bau have tried to have sex with you. Guys like the skinny pretty ones not the fat ones.  Cmon JJ you look like that and you dress like that you're bound to get assaulted I mean just don't do it."

Derek realized the second that he said it that it was a big mistake. JJ's eyes filled with tears and she ran into her office slamming and locking the door behind her.

Derek ran up to the door. "JJ I'm sorry please open the door." He pleaded. JJ didn't answer. He tried to get the door open but he couldn't.

Emily's pov:
When I walk into the bau I see Morgan and Reid by JJ's office door knocking and trying to get in. "JJ I'm sorry please open the door." He pleaded. She didn't come out.

Hotch and Rossi came over at all the commotion. Reid and Derek came down the stairs and followed them.

"What's going on?" Hotch asked. "I said something really stupid and dumb and now JJ's upset." Derek stared at the ground. "Well how bad was it?" Asked Rossi. "She's pretty mad. I did something horrible. And then she started crying" He muttered.

I was angry at him now. What did he say that was so bad? What did he do? I was so upset I didn't even realize how much strength I was using to push him against the wall and hold him by his shirt.

"What the hell did you do to her?" I yelled. Derek struggled to break free but he couldn't. "Why are you so strong??" He shouted. "What did you do!" I repeated.

"I didn't do anything. I said something. I said something awful and she has every right to be mad at me." He sighed.

"I'm going to do talk to her." I muttered. "Emily the doors locked." Reid said. "I know." I mumbled pulling out my keychain and finding the key to JJ's office. She had given it to be a while back.

I walked into the office and locked the door and shut the blinds. JJ was curled up in fetal position on her couch just laying there.

"JJ what did he say to you?" I kneeled down next to the couch. "Nothing." She lied. "I'm not taking it to court anymore."

"What? Why?" I asked her. "Because it was my fault so I'm going to to lose." She sighed.

"JJ what did Derek say? Does he know?" I softly stroked her shoulder.

"No he doesn't know. But he told me that because of the way I look and dress I'm bound to get raped. He said they only want the skinny ones and not the fat ones. But I am fat so why does he want me." She said in a soft, sad tone.

"Oh my baby." I whispered pulling her up so I could hug her. "It wasn't your fault. It doesn't matter what you were wearing none of that matters. He made a choice and that on him. He deserves to pay for want he did." I told her.

JJ leaned her head on my shoulder. "Also what are you talking about you're not fat?" I said confused. JJ just shrugged. "JJ do you really see yourself that way? Talk to me." I said softly.

Before she got a chance to answer we heard commotion outside and we both went to check. Their were a uniformed offices walking around the floor.