December 10, 2021
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[D43] Yuki, today I went to the church. Nakakapanibago nga dahil ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapasok ng simbahan. Pagkatapos ng lahat ng taon na nagdadasal ako sa Diyos noon na pawiin Niya lahat ng sakit sa puso ko. After all those sleepless nights that He doesn't even offered a hand to me, I left Him. I left His abode. All of those prayers at night that I did were all wasted. But, after the priest did the homily, I realized many things.
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[D44] God is always there. He's always been there. Since the day one, he's actually listening to all of my agonies. Sabi ng pari kanina, "Kung hindi mo nakikita o nararamdaman 'yung pagkilos o pakikinig ng Diyos, 'wag ka munang mangamba o magalit. Baka kasi naka-focus ka lang sa sakit na nararamdaman mo kaya hindi mo nakikita at naa-appreciate 'yung mga binibigay sa iyo ng Panginoon."
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[D45] That line hits a very deep spot inside of me. All these years, hindi ko naisip na masyado akong naging self-centered sa relasyon namin ni God. 'Yung sakit masyadong natakpan 'yung mga galaw na ginagawa ni God para sa akin. I didn't even notice that He gave me so much things to be thankful for.
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[D46] Binigay niya 'yung mga kaibigan ko. The family I created in RPW. He gave me all of them. He could give me a group of shitty people that uses RPW for clout but He gave me people who will understand and will stay.
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[D47] He opened an old wound and broke my jar of trust once again in the process, but that I think that just made my life's string stronger.
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[D48] And then, you are here now, Yuki. I think you are also one of God's gift to me or worse-you're also an ingredient to keep my string attached. However, your a present in my present and I will gladly take you in my another flight. As always, I will promise to hold your hand until you're the one who wants to let go.
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[D49] Kung ano man ang nakatdhana, I still want to thank you, Yuki. You're the one who made me come back to God again. Iba sana ang rason ko kung ba't ako pumunta roon pero mas binuksan noon ang mga mata at pandinig ko sa kung ano ang totoo. Thank you, Yuki. You are my last reason.
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[D50] 'Di ko alam na ganito pala ang feeling na ma-refresh ang faith kay God. How I love the feeling. Sorry, Yuki. :( Kung ayaw mo sa akin, hindi ko na alam pero hiningi na kita kay God. :) Sana pumayag ka. HAHAHAHAHA
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folded papers from far away
RomanceAng Unang Paglalayag · 05:00 - 07:00 With the family he created, Damon found himself in the fake world of RPW in the desire to escape. Unknown to him, messages anonymously sent will force him to fold papers in hopes to reach the goddess in the spa...
