Fate [h.s]

Chapter 5

The next day at class I notice Harry didn't come once again. I'm really starting to get annoyed with him. What does he expect? For me to do all the work 'cause that's not gonna happen. I wonder if he isn't coming because of me, like do I smell or something? Maybe it's just what I wear.. I agreed to the mall last night so ill get some new better stuff.

It's about 5:00pm and Raina and I are walking into American Eagle first. We walk over to the jeans first. I'm scared what Rainas gonna suggest.

She holds really small tight Capri's. Here we go.

"Lili! You should get these Capri's!"

"I wouldn't look good in them though" I reply honestly. I don't think I have good legs. They re so small and frail.

"Are you serious? I wish I had your legs. You should wear Capris that fit you, you're wearing pants three sizes too big."

I look at the pants she has in her hands and mine. I guess I do look a little ridiculous, but its comfortable. Those are probably so annoying.

"Can you just try them on?" She sort of begs. I nod and for some reason she squeals.

These aren't that bad, actually. These are really soft, so its not such a annoying thing. They reveal a lot though. I walk out to show Raina.

She gasps, "Girl, why have you been hiding those legs all this time?!" I laugh. Do I actually look good?

"Should I get them?" She practically yells yes. I think shes more excited than me about my new 'style' change.

I check out and we head onto the next store.

"Whats making you get totally new clothes? Not that I disagree" She grins.

"I don't know, I guess I just wanna fit in with everyone else. Especially since I'm going to that party tomorrow night"

"Oh my gosh! You are going to a party without me begging you!" She's so weird.

"Yeah, can we just keep shopping?" It's a little annoying how shes acting like this.

My parents have a lot of money. They own a hospital together so money really isn't an issue for me. I'll be able to get as much clothes as I need today. Sometimes I don't like being rich because People expect me to pay for lunch bills or if its they're birthday they expect some huge gift and then they're disappointed when I hand them lip gloss. Also they expect me to be perfect and always nicely dressed.

The next store we go into is Victoria's Secret. Raina claims she needs new underwear, maybe i'll get some too. I usually just buy cheap underwear from Target. I just don't really care since no ones ever gonna see my underwear.

Were in there for a whopping 30 minutes picking out underwear and bras. I will admit it got very annoying when Raina would say 'not this one... I don't like the small detail on this bra.' I was quick when I picked out my bras. I decided to get 4. They are hot pink, cheetah print, nude, and black. I'm not used to such patterns and colors, all my underwear is white. I also bought some cheeksters and Raina bought some thongs which I tried to convince her not to... since it's so gross.

The last store that we go to is Macy's. I want to find a dress that will flatter my body, but not a super short one that would be to slutty. Raina holds up a fitted dress, not too tight, but will show off what I don't have.

"This would look great on you" Raina says.

"You think?" I'm not sure what does so i'll go by her word.

"Yeah try it on!"

We walk into the fitting room. I try it on and stare at myself in the mirror. I don't think I could pull this off. I've only seen a dress on me once before, and it was at 8th grade graduation because my mom forced me. That was not a fun day.