Wonderland

11. Practice breathing

Hey everyone! Well, this is might have been my first ever author's note in this story- I really don't know what would I write seeing I am not so much a great of an author is. But its just that I didn't stole this idea to or from an alien or a person of some sort, this is mine and mine only. I have one thing to ask you for by the way, for those who are well- reading my story, please comment, I really wanted to improve my writing skills because its the very thing that I am good at- or at least that is what I've been telling myself to think so to myself.

Okay?

By the way, sorry if there has been a lot of short chapters, its only a glimpse of Heather's heart shattered into pieces by Carl- which is very depressing seeing he left her hanging. Anyway, I will change the characters seeing that Nina Dobrev is a little well- too beautiful to be Heather, I'd like Victoria Justice to do so- since they are look a likes, why not try?

Victoria Justice as Heather

And I'll send you the other people who will be playing the rest of the characters. :)

Enjoy! Hx

"Attendance?"

I stumble across the student lounge where all of our departments are. The Hospitality Management and Tourism Management- which I am in by the way.

I was dressed in my p.e uniform since this day will be a long day indeed like what Leo has sent me last night. We will all be performing in our Olympics tomorrow, that's why its as if we are all very determined to give our best.

Our program head won't sign our clearance if we would just make the show nothing and boring. Wouldn't risk it, he's very bad when he is in his temper.

Stacey scrunched her nose in disgust, "Why do we have to wear these?" she held a costume with Flowers.

"Because its needed." Erin told her. Our classmate.

"Thank God I'm not part of your group. I'd rather not wear that thing." I chuckles.

"Why? Its cute?" Erin asked.

"Yeah, well. It scares me."

Stacey laughed, "That's her. That's Heather."

We all sat in the chairs in the Student Lounge, everyone is here, writing their names on the attendance sheet.

Stacey was having a conversation with Erin and it reminded me of how it used to be with Carlisle. He'll be travelling the world one week from now.

I wonder did he done that because he'll leave me for five months?

I wonder is he afraid that I might have find someone who'll be there for me when he is not?

Is he afraid that I might leave him hanging?

Is he afraid that I might broke his trust on me?

That does it. He's afraid.

But why?

It may sound so crazy, but I am too attached to let go.

How do we find a way to fix this? He's already left me hanging.

"Heather.. Psst." I turn around and saw Clin tapping his thumbs in his phone. Yep, busy.

"Phasing out again?" he asks, shaking his head.

"Listen Clin." I say, "If you were about to go to some place, lets say you're travelling for a long time, but you have someone you love waiting for you. Would you risk the chance of letting her go, because you will not be there by the moment she might need someone?"