Wonderland

12. Nerves and Stares

"Are you finish yet?"

The annoying Stacey came ruching into our dressing room and started blabbering about her Arianna Grande's performance- which will be aired later on.

It's only like the start of the program yet everyone was so busy shouting and throwing dresses and costumes in the air.

All in all. Its frustrating.

Looking at my team, it's very fulfilling. At last we really made a turn and took the chance of improvising ourselves to make our performance good.

Actually, to be honest- I know we don't have a say to other contestants, but at least we try our best to communicate with each other.

And also, civil enough for our Program head to be noticed for.

Each group would have at least two sets of dance, so we figured we might do a Latin one with Jennifer Lopez's song and Beck G's. Both of them strike me as ever.

And to my liking, I end up in the Latin part since Kenn would be the leader to our other set- which is the HipHop one with the new beats.

We did the steps of the set B which I am in, last night. And it was pretty damn late, we were the last ones to go home.

According to one of our teammates, they- as in the crowd tonight will be blown away with our performance.

I sure hope so.

"Yeah yeah." I said as I step out in the dresser.

Stacey clapped her hands like a little child. Yeah, she really looks like Arianna Grande. She wore this black high waisted jeggings and a cute black top, her hair was in half ponytail- just like Arianna's. Her make up is flawlessly beautiful.

"I thought you said you'd never wear these?" Stacey mocked me and I rolled my eyes then let out a deep sigh.

"Yeah well. I'm beginning to change."

I did not tell her about the message Carl and I had last last night, nor the thing that is bugging me off lately. I don't want her thinking so much of my problem- knowing Stacey, she might do something stupid.

Like telling Ric everything.

Oh, where is that wimp?

"Where's Ric? That guy didn't showed up yesterday."

Stacey snorted, "I don't know-" but then raised a brow, "missing someone?"

"What?! No!" I gave her my best 'are you kidding me look'.

"Never say never." she sing-song.

Yeah, whatever.

"He said he'll be here though."

"And what performance will he might do?" I asked laughing.

Stacey stared at me, giving me her 'Are you kidding me look', "You know he can sing right?"

Right.

"Yeah!" I fake laughed. "That I do."

No, I don't. Jesus, my ear might just bleed.

We were dead finishing our dance backstage. Good thing, no one bothered us, except Stacey. I can't help but think about whats gonna happen next without Carl in our university.

What will I be without him.

Probably still normal I guess, but pretty less normal because-honestly, I already miss him even though he's still here.