Wonderland

4. Amnesia

I walked normally in the hallway and that involves me wearing my earbuds while randomly scroll twitter.

@HeatherArnolds: Wish that I could be the reason why you're smiling.

My life considering that I live with my sister who is always away by the way because she's at the hospital most of the days.

Which I found quitely weird, considering her job is so much of a stress.

Why stay longer in a place that would make you stress?

But can't blame her. She really want that, so why bother?

Amnesia by 5 seconds of summer is playing on my speakers, the music- considering it was a song that signifies wish that he could forget everything then everything will be alright.

Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie?

I saw, from the corner of my eye- I saw Carl. He was fine. He was smiling. He is smiling with Gwen.

Gwen.

Of all people why is it have to be Gwen? Don't get me wrong, Gwen is..my friend but, god I hate her.

I swear I could just-

"Hello sweetcheeks."

My eyes are burning with pure hatred.

"Shut up Ric."

Well if it isn't Richard. My ever energetic mortal enemy.

I rolled my eyes and glared at him. "What do you want?"
"I wanted to see your reaction!" he vigorously stated.

"Yeah right." I continued walking.

"You're not suprised." he says, "Oh that came out as a statement." he chuckles slightly and follows me. "You really need to stop walking Heather." Ric advises.

"And why would I listen to you?" I stated calmly while walking.

"Because if you don't, then- I guess I have to do this." Ric held my hand and kneed down.

My eyes went wide for the students reaction. Some were happy, some were surprised and the others- well lets just say they gave us weird looks.

"What are you doing?! " I hissed at him, feeling so embarrassed, feeling so.. Naked.

"I said that-" he pointed out.

Shit. This guy is just unbearable.

"Okay I'll stop! Just- just stop kneeling the floor! You look like you're praising me!" I gritted my teeth and slowly looked around my surroundings.

Everyone stopped and stare. My nerves are just-

"Okay. That came out easier than I thought." Ric calmly said.

"Okay everyone! Shows over! Shoo!" Stacey came around with our classmates but decided to walk away.

She knows how I hate Richard Daniels. So much.

I look around and saw that even Gwen stopped, with wide eyes and beside her were the other pretty faces in our department. My eyes scanned the crowd once more and I saw Carlisle, talking to our program head. Smiling with Vic and the other boys in his department.

If what we had was real how could you be fine?

He didn't saw me. He didn't even try to look at me. I saw Stacey looking at me then look at Carlisle-he's walking away.

Cause I'm not fine at all.