The Villainess (Bts X Reader)

Chapter 40

1st POV
-----------

It's been about 2 weeks since I came back from the kidnapped. The guys have been all with me everyday, but oddly enough, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Namjoon dissappear once in a while. They've also looked more tired and distracted.

Everyone is wanting to do anything I want all the time, which was getting annoying because I was the one to chose everything. I know they're doing this because they want to give me the best time, but I feel pitied.

"Hey, Tae, where do you want to go next?" I asked him.

We were all walking around town, and of course, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Namjoon were missing, again.

"Wherever you want to go." He said.

I pout. It was useless trying.

"I don't know where else to go, someone give me an idea." I said.

"How about we go eat your favorite dish?" Jin suggested.

I sigh and stopped walking, everyone follows my lead.

"Ok, I had enough, what's this you guys?" I finally asked the question.

I already knew the reason for their action is my upcoming death, but I wanted to hear it from them. I want them to feel comfortable about talking things with me, at least during my time here. It frustrates me how they're aware of their feeling but just pretend things are fine, even if it's for my sake.

"What do you mean?" Jimin asked.

"Oh, you guys know what I mean. I'm not stupid." I said.

"But we don't think you're stupid--" I interrupt Jungguk.

"Then why am I treated like a kid you guys have to babysit? Eating everything I want to eat, going everywhere I want to go, doing everything I want to do. Do you think I'm some brat that'll make a tantrum when things don't go their way?" I snap at them.

They all kept quiet and gave each other looks, but I wasn't done.

"And why does Yoongi, Hobi and Namjoon keep disappearing all the time? It's been happening more and more lately." I asked.

"I'm sorry, Y/n, we didn't mean to bother you. If you want--" I cut off Jin.

"Oh my goodness, you see! This is what I mean!" I exclaim. "It's always what I want!"

After saying that, I felt a tickle on my throat. I cough on my sleeve.

"Y/n!" The guys yell in worry.

I held up my hand as they were about to approach me, stopping them. When I finished coughing, I wiped the blood from my lower lip and chin. I looked up at them and saw their worried expressions.

"What I want is for you guys to stop giving me this special treatment. It only reminds me that I'm dying soon." I told them. "Let's just go home for today."

I leave them, not once looking back. I knew that if I did, I would just feel even more guilty.

'Y/n, they just want to make you happy.' Da-Eun said.