Bearing The Billionaire Heir (ELEAZAR #1)

CHAPTER 30: MEDICATION

KEISHA

Starting my medication regimen after being released from the hospital was a significant step in my journey towards recovery. It was far from a simple process; there were countless tests, adjustments, and uncertainties along the way. Yet, despite the challenges, I remained steadfast in my determination to persevere, not solely for my own sake but also for the well-being of my family.

Every pill swallowed, every appointment attended, and every therapy session endured was a testament to my unwavering commitment to reclaiming my health. I refused to allow my personal struggles to overshadow my responsibility to those who depended on me, especially my beloved son, Noah. He was my driving force, my reason to push through the toughest moments.

As the days turned into weeks and the weeks into months, I forged ahead, clinging to the hope of brighter days ahead. And every night, after Noah had drifted off to sleep, I found solace in sitting by his bedside, gazing upon his peaceful face illuminated by the soft glow of the nightlight.

In those quiet moments, I poured out my heart to him, whispering apologies for the times I felt I had fallen short as a mother. I longed to make amends, to ensure that he never bore the weight of my struggles upon his young shoulders. I vowed to shield him from any semblance of resentment or disappointment, to be the pillar of strength and love that he deserved.

Through tear-stained confessions and silent promises, I sought redemption in the bond we shared, knowing that in his innocence lay the purest form of forgiveness. And with each whispered apology, I felt a glimmer of hope kindling within me, a beacon guiding me towards a brighter, healthier future for us both.

Every night when he was already fall asleep I always talking to him keep saying sorry at him dahil hindi ko nagawang gampanan ang pagiging ina sa kaniya gusto kong bumawi sa ana ko I don't want him to get mad at me.

Tama nga si Doctor Jane I should be strong not because for myself but for my son. I should keep fighting siya na lang ang meron ako ang pamilya ko. Then I suddenly remember my mom, but my brother said I should think too much about it sila na raw ang bahala kay mama sila na raw ang maglalabas rito sa kulungan.

I don't know what is the reason why they arrest my mother at gusto kong malinawagan pakiramdam ko andamidami kong hindi alam sa mga nangyayari. Why does they need to keep it a secret to me, yun ang ikipinagtataka ko.

"M-Mama" I saw my son walking towards my direction he was holding his favorite flavor of Ice Cream, cookies and cream. I smiled as he seat beside me. Nandito kami ngayon sa isang parke dahil ang sabi sa akin ni Dra.Jane its better for my recovey seeing a calm and adoring scenery. This is actually effective and relaxing.

"Kamusta ka na? Pagpasensiyahan mo na si M-mama huh" I can't help but to let out those unspoken words and thoughts inside my chest. No matter how they say I shouldn't blame myself pero dumadating pa rin sa punto na sinisisi ko ang sarili ko. I have fault I didn't take care of myself nagpadalosdalos ako sa mga naging desisyon ko. Nagpakatanga ako sa taong hindi dapat karapat dapat iyakan!

His been fooling for those days we've been sharing. Those days he said that he liked me and I should trust him pero anong nangyari he just fool me! I was wrapped around his finger and controlled.

"D-Don't cry mom please...its hurt it was so hurt" tinuro nito ang dibdib at hinampas. At his early age tila alam na niya ang nangyayari.

"I don't want to see you hurting mom, please stop crying. I should be the one to protect you I promise mom from now on to protect you at all cost" tuluyan na akong napaluha. Lumapit ako sa kaniya at niyakap ng mahigpit, I cry even more when he patted my back as I cry onto his shoulder.