The Maze Runner imagines

58//Winston part 1

Depressing chapter! Please don't read if you suffer from any form of depression-

Part 1

"Wake up!" Alby yells into your ear as you grab yourself up to skip breakfast and head straight to the fields,crying for no reason as your farm at the crops as you try and make conversation but everyone else ignores you. So you slowly slip away,maybe if you disappeared tomorrow no one would notice.
You watch the Slicers for a little while,noticing Winston. He didn't care about you,but you were madly in love with him.

"What are you doing?" Gally snaps to you as he and Ben walk past carrying planks of wood.
"I..I.." You had no idea what to say.
"Get up you shank!" He yells.
"Woah woah." Winston has obviously overheard and runs to the scene and turns to Gally "What's going on man?"
"The newbie Shank."
"Y/N are you okay?" You can't even look into Winston eyes as the tears fall down your cheek "Do you want to talk?"
"I don't know!"
"If you want to make out with her that's fine Winston!" Gally barks "Just don't bring anyone else into it." He glares at you before you walk away.

"Here." Winston pulls you up and smiles at you "Ignore Gally."
"I know." You wipe the tears.
"Are you sure you're okay,you can talk to me if you want?"
"No.. It's okay."
"Y/N please,I'll be able to help."
"Fine.." You don't look at him as you speak the next sentences "What do you do when everything's so shucked up that it's suffocating you to death then the only reason you haven't given up is someone who has no clue you exist?"
"I don't understands."
"It's too hard Winston."
"What is?"
"Everything."
"It'll all get better soon."
"No,you don't understand."
"Gally doesn't mean it. No one does."
"Yes they do. Winston.."
"Yes?"
"I love you."

You crash your lips to his,but to feel him not kissing back breaks your heart so you pull away.

"So now I told you okay? Now you know."

You run away after that into the forest,past the deadheads then approaching tree after tree as you find a rather large one which you scramble up so your hidden in the trees.

"Y/N?" Winston screams.
"Go away!" You cry.
"Where are you?"
"Hiding."
"Just show me."

You stay on the branch but you're still pretty high up the tree.

"Y/N please climb down!"
"I don't want to."
"Please.. I'll protect you." He smiles and holds out his hand meters away.
"Winston..."
"Yes?"
"I don't think I can."
"Yes you can."
"I'm stuck."
"I'll get a ladder-"
"No! Stay here."
"Shall I climb up to get you-"
"I'll jump."
"You'll die."
"I know."
"Y/N.."

He starts to climb up the tree until he reaches you.

"Y/N grab my hand. I'm slipping."
"I don't want to do this..." You cry as his hand grasps onto yours "I don't if I can.. I can bare it anymore. I don't know what to do."