72//Minho

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This is a one a little bit like the Newt one I wrote a few chapters again but I changed it a little,someone asked me for this so I really hope you like it!

TRIGGER WARNING (Depression and suicidal thoughts)

(Minho POV)

"Y/N!" I yell my girlfriends name,pacing around as Thomas grabs onto my shoulder.

"Where's Y/N?" I yell at him.
"No clue,she was here a minute ago."
"You guys seen the sign?" Winston shuffles over to us,nudging his head to the left as we see the words written across the sheet of cloth.

Goodbye.

"What the Shuck?" Thomas demands.

My eyes open wide as I recognise the writing,dashing away from the pair of them,running everywhere I can go,yelling her name to no response until I reach the forest..

She lies there on the ground,legs locked together with her arms spread apart,looking up at the sky.

"Do you know how much you scared me?" I yell to get ignored "Don't ignore me."
"Did you see my sign?"
"Yes I shucking saw it!"
"I'm sorry."
"What so you mean Y/N?"
"The end."
"And want end would that be?"
"Mine. Minho."

I sit myself down beside her.

"Just tell me what's wrong."
"I don't know... Everything."
"Tell me now."
"I just don't want this particular life anymore."
"I don't run that Shucking maze for the point of nothing,we're going to make it out of here."
"No.." She starts to try "The end.."
"Stop talking like a Shank Y/N,it's not going to be like that."
"I don't want to live anymore-"
"Stop it."

I scoop her into my arms,walk back to the homestead and lie her down and sit beside her. I couldn't risk running in the Maze with her alone tomorrow. I needed to talk to someone.

As a runner I wake up at the sound of the Maze doors opening. I tell the others to go without me as I slip away to Alby and Newt,dragging them to the council hall.

"Y/N needs help. She says she doesn't want to exist anymore."

Newt's face suddenly drops as he strangely looks down at his injured leg.

Alby sighs "Just go to the forest today,talk to her.. I wouldn't know what else to say."
"Okay,thank you."

I dash back to see her,swear dripped across her body,like she's woke up from a nightmare. I take her to a trough near the showers. Washing and bathing her as she cries heavily. I cry her body then get her dressed again. Walking with her to the exact spot where I found her last night. We lie there,her hand entwined with mine.

"I can't loose you Y/N." I whisper into the air.
"I'm like this because for as long as I know they've been cashing me,and I can't fight them."
"Fight what? Y/N,you're safe."
"I've been having flashbacks,you wouldn't belive what I've seen."
"There not real."
"I saw you in my nightmare.. You were drowning. I tried to save you but I can't,I can't." She cries out and shakes as pull her into my arms "I can't!" She cries into my chest "Please Minho please."

I lie her down and run off to find Newt and Clint,dragging them to her as I hold her back down in my arms.

"What the bloody hell is going on?" He yells "What's wrong with her?"
"I don't know."

They take her away,feeding her pills as I remain next to her bed as she sleeps,Newt beside me.

"There's nothing I can do to save her is there?" I whisper to Newt.
"Just you being here will reassure her that everything is okay,she doesn't mean it Minho."
"I love Y/N. More than anything else in this whole shucking world."

He sighs and sits beside me..

"I know you do. You'd be surprised what lengths people go to not to face what's real and hurtful inside of them."

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