The Maze Runner imagines

111//Newt

I haven't uploaded in like a week... Don't worry guys I have not died from the flare. Too soon? Sorry ;)

Hey guys! I wanted to let you know that I am working on another book. It's a Newtmas one but it's not uploaded yet. Thank you so much for all the kind comments and support. I love you all so much. I don't want how I'm feeling to stop me writing these. I won't let it stop me. Ly guys❤️💫

I am currently writing my first attempt at real Newtmas smut and I hope you guys are as excited as I am.

@Ella_Mockingjay this is your request!!

You knelt beside Newt's body as the tears stream down your face. You close his eyes and kiss his forehead softly.

"I love you Newt..." You sob as Minho kneels beside you. You watch him look at Newt then you,he was crying too; you weren't the only one.

"Is this real?" He croaks out and all you could do is nod. You barely acknowledged Gally as he slowly walked behind Minho and placed a hand on his shoulder. You couldn't move. You kneeled frozen before his body as you kept your hand squeezed in his. Everything inside of you screamed for one more hug,one more word,one more glance,one more.

Newt was gone.

The tunnels were dark and you stumbled through,unsure where you were actually going. You just had to keep going through the dark.

"Y/N?"

As soon as you hear that voice a bright light flicks on. You knew that voice. It was him.

"Newt?" You turn round to see him standing about five meters away. He gave you a sweet smile and clutched his arms across his chest. He looked peaceful,beautiful and everything felt okay again.

"What took you so long?" He edges a little closer.

"I was looking for you this whole time," you choke out. Newt was here. Newt was alive. Newt was breathing.

No.

Newt was gone.

"I couldn't find bloody my way out of here."

"You're here now. Newt you're safe." You edge closer,about to hug him when you see his black eyes,pale skin and dark veins running from his neck beneath the collar of his shirt.

"Take me back with you Y/N..." he starts to cry "please Y/N please. I miss you,I want to be with you,Minho and Tommy... they made it right?"

"They did." You sob "they're safe. We're all okay. I want more than anything for you to be here. It's all I ever wanted was for you to be safe. I miss you so much." You cup his cheek. "I love you Newt."

"I love you too." You grab the gun and press it to his head as he starts to whimper and sob.

"But your not Newt."

Something then changed inside of Newt. Something snapped. He lets out a roar and lurches out for you as you feel yourself yanked back,almost liked your getting ripped out of reality. You scream as you see Minho above you,holding onto you tightly. You weren't in the tunnel,you were in the safe heaven stood beside Newt's grave. You were safe.

But Newt wasn't.

"Y/N!" Minho shakes you as he helps you stand "Y/N what happened? Let me help."

"You can't do anything!" You sob "it worked out for you,don't you see that? You can't help me! Something terrible happened to him and I could've helped him. We could've saved him!"

Minho edges closer to you "Look Y/N. I know it's awful... it's basically... piss and shit and I'm sorry he died. But none of this was your fault. You couldn't have saved him. He wasn't immune."

You sob and rest your head on his chest as you hold him tight against you.

"I should've told him... Why didn't I tell him?" You wipe your eyes and pull back. Minho only smiles,his arms still on your shoulders.

"He knew."

You break into tears,sitting beside the grave "I really loved him. You know?"

"I know," Minho whispers "I know you did."