The Maze Runner imagines

77//Newt part 3

So this is continued from part 2,I think this'll be the final part.
TRIGGER WARNING-Please skip if it could be.

Your eyes open as you stumble to the hut. Newt sits there,wide awake.

"What is it Y/N?"
"Stop acting like you don't know me."
"Y/N I just can't-"
"I know everything about you Newt-I know that your favourite place in the Glade is the forest,that you love it when I kiss your jaw,that every time you close your eyes you're afraid you're going to wake up alone without me. And I'm not going to let you go."
"Please.. Come here."
"Of course."
You curl into his arms,his embrace tightening around you.
"I need you forever Newt.."

At that moment Alby walks in alongside Minho. The two both smile at you-
"Go," Newt whimpers then raises his voice "Get out!" He starts to shake in your hands "Y/N get them out!"
"Guys," you push them to the door.
"If it wasn't for us he'd be dead by now!" Alby hisses.
"Shut it!"

You slam the door and fall against it as Newt starts to cry.
"Shhh.. Shhh," you scoop him back into your arms "It's okay."
"Y/N.. The voices."
"Newt there's nothing there."
"I can hear them,and they're ready,they're ready now! And I can't fight them anymore..."
"I'll fight them is that what you want!?"

He begins squirming in your arms then dashes out the door. You yell his name and chase after him,he runs to Maze doors but it's too late,there closed. He yells and smashes himself against them. Everyone's looking. So you pull him back.

"Come on Newt," you wrap your arms around him and take him to the showers. Sitting him down as you wash his body,he keeps his eyes focused on the floor,not at you or anyone else. Once you've finished you find him a towel and dry him on a bench, dressing him in his underwear,trousers and shoes then red vest until you notice his wrists. Stinging red marks where his brown wristband used to be,scratches so deep they send shivers to you. It was obvious he had done this to himself,and that they were fairly recent. You reach down and kiss them gently.

"Why would you do this to yourself?" You ask.
"I thought.. if I broke myself on the outside it could destroy the monsters on the inside.. I didn't know what to do."
"I can't have you doing this shuck to yourself. You need help Newt,someone to talk to. And that someone is me."
"When I do it Y/N,I don't feel the pain like I used to,I don't feel the sharp,stinging scratches injecting through me."
"Then what you feel?"
"Just empty numbness."
"We'll get these bandaged up and then-"
"No! Y/N I can't. It's my own secret."
"Secret?"
"I stared and no one knew. Not even you."
"And you're going to stop it."
"It's too hard,I wish I never started."
"You're right you are. We'll go sleep."

You take him to the homestead and lay him in the hammock as you curl beside him, he holds you close.
"I love you Y/N." He whispers before closing his eyes.

Once he's asleep you walk away to the kitchens and sit beside Thomas and Minho,letting out a lud huff.

"What's wrong?" Thomas asks.
"Shucking it up." You snap.starting to eat.
"Is he asleep?"
"Yeah. I can't stay here for long though,just incase."
"I guess you're right."
"Please find a way out as soon as you can."
"Of course."
"Check on Newt okay? I need to go."
"Where?"
"Busy."

You walk through the Forrest until you reach a tree,this one you distinctly remembered from the others. In there you and Newt had carved 'Newt+Y/N forever' nothing lasts forever,so why couldn't Newt be nothing? You sigh and look at the tree,shaking your head then turning round. Newt stands there..

"What are you doing?" You ask "You're meant to be sleeping!"
"You left.."
"And you tied to leave me.."
"It's just-"
"Newt.. Are you saying you're the only one in the world who's ever been let down,hurt,rejected,abandoned. So what gives you the right to act like it?"
"Y/N can't you forgive me?"
"Yes,yes I can."
"Just one thing?"
"What is it Newt?"
"Never leave me."
"Promise, only if you promise back?"
"Promise."

OMG GUYS
I watched this thing of Scorch trails and I swear I saw Winston getting attacked. I know it's not nice but I don't know if you know this about me but my life is Winston so yay!!! I'm dying right now. I might re-read Scorch Trials tonight. Wow I'm happy right now :)