The Maze Runner imagines

70//Newt

Trigger warning. Please do not read if you suffer from depression or self harm. And please read the bold carefully-

I decided to set this in Newt's Point of view (POV) it was too hurtful and difficult for me to describe. I know it would be painful. This chapter goes out to show my love for all those who have injured themselves on purpose. Whether you're one minute,one hour,one day,one week,one month,one year clean I am so proud. Just keep going okay? I promise you we're all going to get through this.

(Newt POV)

"Alby I can't loose her." I stutter,sitting opposite him as the tears stream down my face "I'm not ready to loose her."
"She'll be okay Newt."

The door bursts open to reveal a pale,shaky Teresa standing by the door.

"What's wrong?" Alby demands.
"Y/N's locked herself in the med-Jack room."
"You've left her alone!?" Alby demands.
"No,no,no,no."

I dash past them as quick as I can on my funky leg as I smash against the door again and again. Once it flies open I see her lying there against the wall,eyes closed with slits trailing across her wrist,next to a pool of blood and a knife she must've stole from the Slicers.

"Y/N!" I cry as I dash over to her,sobbing as I pull her into my arms,her body is like ice against mine,making me shiver.

"I'm sorry." She whimpers "I'm so so sorry."
"ALBY!" I yell as he dashes through the door along with Jeff and Clint.

Once they enter they begin. A process of cleaning her bloody arm,she cringes and squeezes tightly onto my hand as Jeff applies a bandage to the wound,tears gently glisten in her eyes.

"Why?" I whisper "Why the shuck would you do that to yourself?"

I feel like I had myself to blame over this incident,she's required to rest as she lies in the room alone with me beside her.

"Why didn't you just tell me Y/N?"
"I said I hated this place and I couldn't be yours. I didn't mean what I said to you.."
"Shhh..."
"I love you Newt."
"I love you too."

I gently wipe her tears as she holds out her arms,me falling into them as she curls against my touch,never wanting to never let each other go.