The Maze Runner imagines

67//Thomas

I'm really sorry for writing emotional ones.. I'm just sorry..

You walk through the homestead after a long day of work in the kitchens,your boyfriend Thomas would we back by now. You walked to the forest to see if he was in the map room because you couldn't see him anywhere else as horror meets your eyes..

He's pressed up against a tree with Teresa. His shirt thrown off as she trails kisses down his neck to chest as he let's out loud noises and moans of pleasure.

"YOU SHANK!" You yell as he looks at you.
"Y/N.." He stutters "I'm.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to."
"Safe it. I hate you. Shuck you! Shuck you! Shuck you!"

Before he can stop you you dash away,crying as you reach the homestead. This is what heartbreak felt like. Like nothing could ever work again. Like you were dying,just not as good as dead.

"I hate him much." You say crying "But I love him so much too."
"Y/N?"

You blurt up to see Alby standing there smiling.

"You okay Y/N?" He sirs beside you.
"No."
"What's the matter?"
"I don't know. Everything."
"What happened?"
"Thomas cheated on me."
"Oh Y/N,I'm so sorry." He puts a hand on your shoulder.
"I loved him so so much!"
"I would've told you if I knew Y/N. Do you want to come hang out with the rest of us?"
"I just want to lie down."
"Come on. It'll be fun!"

Alby pulls you up and you walk towards the others,you're silent the entire night. Not seeing Thomas or Teresa, you hated them both with your guts.

You thought it was real.

I thought I had everything planned out for the future. You know? I was going to be a writer and everything was going to be okay,I hate myself for thinking that and making it sound so simple. Because it really isn't. And I have years to go but I know those years will zoom by and I don't even know what's happening. It's the worst feeling ever. Then I try to hold it all together,hiding it but hiding an emotion gets tiring. I keep telling myself to be happy but it's so bloody hard,and I don't know what to do. I'm sorry but I had to vent this out somewhere. I will try to bring daily imagines to you all,if I'm up for it so yeah... Hopefully I'll see you all soon.