The Maze Runner imagines

110//Newt

Hello guys please take the time to read this before this chapter starts-
They will take some time but I do write down every request and it is added to a list. If you asked me for a request it will be uploaded. I plan a lot more Thomas ones as I know they are very loved.
I also wanted to talk about something else. I am not exactly happy at the moment. I'm sure if you were an old reader back in 2015 you knew I wasn't happy then either. I don't feel at all good and I really can't stop crying and I have literally nobody to talk to. I don't have any friends. So... If anyone has any words of advice or some funny tmr jokes please comment them. I could really use some friends atm. So please start a convo in the comments- maybe ask me some tmr questions? :) I hope you are all doing well. You guys deserve to be happy.
-Izzy

"Something on your mind?" Your boyfriend Newt's sits beside you "please may I look? At the infection."

"Of course. The whole world will see soon anyway..." You mumble and pull up your shirt sleeve to reveal the dark veins running down your worst "it's getting worse."

"I... Know..." You hear his voice go weak "we can get to Wicked and they must have some kind of-"

"No Newt!" You shove your sleeve down "you don't get it do you!? Nothing is going to change the fact that I am fucked! Now please... Please just... Don't mention it again."

"Okay.." He whispers "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you." He takes your hand in his,resting your head on his shoulder "tell me what we're going to do."

"Well I'm going to die," you declare "what are you going to do?"

"I... I'm not quite so sure yet." He whispers "we should get back to the others?"

"A few minutes more..." You whisper back.

"I could use those few more minutes," he pulls your face to meet yours as you press your lips to his in a slow and passionate kiss "a few more minutes will help me live the rest of my life with you. I love you Y/N."

"I love you too..." You cup his cheek "I want you to know that I'm not scared,not of dying."

"Of forgetting?"

You nod "Don't forget about me Newt."

"I never could..." He hugs you tight "your fight isn't over yet. We've still got time."

All you could do was nod,heartbroken as his hope. Did he really believe you were going to make it? "We should get some rest." You take his hand in yours and head back to the small room full of blankets. You pull off your shoes and curl into his arms.

"I will tell your story if you die..." He pulls you closer to him "I will tell your story and keep you alive the best I can." He entwines his fingers in yours.

You grip his hand tight,trying not to cry. You hadn't planned much of it. All you knew is that you didn't want to die a crank. Loosing yourself to this virus,that's what scared you. Once Newt is sound asleep,you pull back and walk to the edge of the building. Hovering over it as you look up in the night sky.

"Thinking?" Thomas sits beside you with a smile.

"Yes," you whisper.

"Are you afraid?"

"No." You admit "I'm not afraid. Is that stupid?"

"I don't think so."

"I'm going to die trying..." you look to him "before all of you."

"We'll all die eventually..." Thomas plays with his hands "you're just going first."

"Thank you." You smile "I needed someone to talk to and I don't want to drag Newt into this. If it... when it happens,it needs to be you to do it it can't be Newt."

"Okay." Thomas looks down "I'm sorry Y/N."

You smile and pat his shoulder "I'm not." You let out a sigh "it went the way it had to,the way it was always going to. I wrote this," you hand him a piece of paper. "It's for Newt. When I... Go... You can give it to him. Can you do that for me?"

He nods "of course."

//timeskip//

You lay against the tunnel wall,sweating heavily. You take in sharp breaths as Minho sits beside you trying to calm you down. Yes,he was back. He didn't have to ask you what was wrong- the dark eyes and bulging veins spoke volumes. You manage a smile when you saw him and it feels like the biggest lie you ever told.

"Just hold on a little longer Y/N..." Minho whispers "okay? We can make it."

"You can..." you whisper "you have to..." You fight to keep your eyes open "it... Can't be Newt. Please."

"I can't."

"Yes you can!" You grit your teeth as Newt sprints to you. You see his eyes full of tears as you cup his cheek with your sweaty hand.

"Shhh..." You soothe him "you are going to be fine." You kiss his cheek and hug him tight against you "please don't let me turn..." You sob weakly "it has to be now. Please... Newt... Please."

"Close your eyes,love." He whimpers and grips your hand. You watch him hand Minho a gun and you admire Newt one more time.

"You look perfect. I love you Newt," you whisper as your eyes grow heavy. His hand was gripped tightly in your shaky one but you weren't scared. This was right. You were surrounded by the people you love and that was the way you wanted to leave this world. There was no better way.

Dear Newt

The failing use of my right hand isn't actually the failing use of my right hand,it's just another way to tell the time. On my right hand there's prominent veins and I know what to expect. I'm not scared. Not of dying. Loosing myself to this virus that's what scares me. I'm trying Newt,I swear to you.

The night I came up in that box to the Glade Chuck said to me- "I like the way he looks at you." And I echoed back to him that I liked it too. I'll never forget you Newt,you're too good for me,you're too good for anyone. There's not a lot of time but I'll make it count. Please don't be scared it's supposed to hurt. Right now I'm curled up in-between the sheets like a mess that someone's been meaning to clean for a long while and I'm thinking about you. Soon it'll be midnight and I want to tell you a million things. I'm sorry for scaring you,I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for not being immune. I was scared of loosing you.

The thing is I had forgotten that it's not possible to loose someone,all humans are alone anyway. I don't want you to be scared anymore Newt. You deserve happiness. In a different place in the universe we are together for all eternity. Remember that.

Newt I want to be holding your hand when I die and if never get a chance to tell you this before I leave this world behind,I tried.

I love you.

From Y/N

Hi are there any TWD fans who are absolutely shitting themselves for this weekend? Because same!!! He was meant to beat this world...