I've wasted 8 years trying to be everything you wanted
I cant be the last thing you want
Which sucks
You want to marry and have kids with an actual man
Not an imposter who's brain is fried
I cant impregnate you with my love
I cant penetrate inside you with a penis
I have my fingers but they can't bring
You my children
God I wish I could bless you with my
Seed in your heavenly gardens
But I can't
I cant I can't I can't
I'm not good enough for you
All I've ever wanted was to be good enough
I succeeded for a while
Or so I thought
You got high and you told me
"I don't really see us together I think in the end I see myself with a guy but I think maybe we are platonic soulmates or something like that"
Even tho you've been entertaining the idea
For years I got a little ahead of myself
I was nearly in Florida
I nearly had fame
I nearly had everything besides you
I choose you Instead
Now look I have nothing
I truly wanted to spend my life with
You
To bad for that
so the second
I get another chance I'm leaving you
Behind
Step on my heart with your expensive shoes if that'll make you happy when I leave you behind to rot
---
My best friend
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Blood Rose || A Collection Of my Poetry: Pt. 2
PoetryA whole bunch of my poems since like 2021 also the reason its considered mature is because most of the poems are very deep and/or triggering yes I did copy and paste the description from rose thorns but changed the year (Quick thingy the series migh...
