Blood Rose || A Collection Of my Poetry: Pt. 2

if it could be life would be black and white.

I'm so incredibly bored
Everything is so mundane

I thought maybe life would be fun when I came back, just because I used to find thrill in every day

Maybe it's because I'm not doing what I did back then? But to be fair that leaves a horrendous sour taste in my mouth.

Maybe it's because I can't block out thoughts anymore? But even when I can my brain is static.

I'm not even bullied like I was it's so weird, Everything is different including me.

Maybe it's the meds I'm on? Obviously I have some sort of mood disorder but this is so boring, Everything is so Plaine, if it could be life would be black and white.

Either way I have no idea why I'm so bored and I don't think I wanna try and stop my boredom.

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I know it's been forever I've had major writers-block lately... although I'll be honest there's a bunch of topics I wanna write about but I've came to the decision to stop writing about my obsessions... because frankly that's not a good look and I should've never started in the first place maybe it's some sort of act of thrill-seeking? Or maybe some sort of sh? I have no idea.... but either way I hope this suffices for my lack of writing... comments would be appreciated!!!! Or stars or whatever!!!!