wasnt life, grand?

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Don't you see, nothing is the same.
I prepared myself to walk into the same life, if must be... but God I was fooling myself.

I miss when we were either afraid or following a trend of self harm but the days grew longer and so did our wounds

Wasn't life, grand? Full of happiness? And peace? Before I gained a taste for drama and pain. Pain of I, pain of the.
How do I explain how sorrowful life became, years later. Post-war almost
Maybe if my life hadn't took a dive in the deepest part of my life, I guess I probably wouldn't of learned how everything changes... nothing stays, maybe that mindset it some trauma response... because sure as hell this past year was traumatic... or maybe did I gain this mindset as some sort of manifestation, because obviously despite what I say something is incorrect no matter what.

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This sucks, my writing kept getting interrupted... I'm in school... and I kept blanking out!! But like pretty much obviously I've had a lot of inspiration lately so yeah! But bye now

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