The blood never fazed me not really atleast
I always thought it was pretty
It was the reason for why I sliced my flesh
I though I was in control of something almost
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Self destruction is my favorite activity
I'm trying not to cut tho
So I look at the past ,weasel my way into directly seeing how I thought
Contacting exes that I know are toxic but what else can I do when I'm trying to be him?
It's odd honestly but at the same time I feel content almost, if not content something similar, I can memorize every moment ice ever had when I felt like this too
I hate myself so I try new eyeliner and put up my hair
I'm even dressed in something I wish I wore back in 2018 just because, I guess
I don't know how to feel or how to act
I guess that's what happens when I act like a farm cat that comes back for food
I guess
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Blood Rose || A Collection Of my Poetry: Pt. 2
PoetryA whole bunch of my poems since like 2021 also the reason its considered mature is because most of the poems are very deep and/or triggering yes I did copy and paste the description from rose thorns but changed the year (Quick thingy the series migh...
