Bring Me To Life (After Keeping A Promise, Book 3) Hiccelsa (EDITED)

Chapter 32

10:00 Pm. The of the funeral, well. It was. We've been home for an hour an a Half, And Hiccup has Already disappeared. I don't blame him. Although he is starting to concern me. After putting the baby to sleep, I checked downstairs to see if he was there. No sign of him.

"Looking for Hiccup?" I turn around to see Kim

"Oh, yeah," I say. "I need to talk to him."

She looked up. "Well, he's either In the Basement, in his room, or on the Roof." She said.

"The roof?"

"Yeah. He always goes up there." She said.

"Yeah, you told me that already."

She nodded faintly. "I think he's on the roof, though."

"Kay, thanks."

Before I could leave, she stopped me. "Be careful, if your going on the roof... Just be careful." She said.

"Okay, I will," I say then walk back upstairs. Hiccup's door was open, but he wasn't in there. But his window was open. So they could only mean... He's on the roof. I walk to the window, then climb out to the window. Hiccup was near the top, lying on his back. "What are you doing up here?" I ask him, carefully crawling to him.

He sat up a little. "Thinking..."

"About?"

"Stuff."

I sit beside him then look down. "Do you always come up here?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Isn't it dangerous?"

"Sometimes..." He looked at me. "Why, are you scared?" He asked.

I shake my head. "... No..." I look at him again. "Yes."

He laughed a little, then wrapped an arm around me. "I won't let anything happen to you."

We were silent for a moment. "I'm sorry," I finally say.

He looked at me. "For?"

"Today... It must've been hard." I say to him as he sighed. "You have no one left," I tell him.

"Elsa, I told you that's a lie," he told me.

"What makes you say that?"

"I have you, Asher, Kim, Punz, and Merida.." He started. "... Oh, and my Aunt who never talks to me."

I smile a little. "She talked to you today," I say.

"Because her brother died, and I'm his only son." He said. "... And the only kid, in the entire family..." he added.

I laughed again. "Way to make light of it all."

"It's what I do." He said.

"Make light of everything?"

"I try too... But I can't make light of this." He said.

"I know."

He sighed faintly. "Do you?"

I nod. "Yes, I know how you feel." He sighed again but didn't say anything. We were both silent. "But it's still okay," I say.

He looked up. "What?"

"I mean, yeah- you've lost everything." I start. He looked at me with an off look. "- But you Still have everyone else." I remind him.

He looked down, then back up to me. "I don't know what I'd do without you, Els." He muttered. I look at him. "I couldn't bear losing you..." He added. "I... Wouldn't be able to live with me, knowing you were gone.." He finished looking up. "It's the same with Asher, I wouldn't be able to live without him either."

I look at him. His silence kills me sometimes. "... I couldn't bear to lose you either." I tell him. "You've made my life so much better." "I should probably thank you for all that you've done for me..."

He looked up. "You don't need to thank me.." He told me.

I look at him. "No?"

"No, 'cause I'm Thankful that your here with me." I went silent again. So did he. Silence seems to be our favourite thing. "As long as your with me, Then I'm perfectly fine." He said.

I look at him. "What?"

"I may have lost my mom, my dad, and a lot of other people..." He started. "But as long as your alive, and with me, I'm the happiest person on Earth."

I lean against him, almost forgetting we're on the roof. "Well, I'm the happiest when I'm with you," I say to him. I gaze out to the view from the roof. He went silent again. "Thank you," I suddenly tell him. 

"For what?"

"For being there for me," I say.

"What do you mean?"

"You stood by me for all my bullcrap..." I say. "I mean, that's not all, but thank you for everything you've done... You went out of your way to make my life the best."

"Well, I figured you deserved it." He said.

He sighed a little. "I've told you this before but, I love you too much to miss out on it. I enjoy your company." He told me. "You've truly made my life so much better," I smile a little. "Like I said; I would rather die, then live without you!" he says. "You're still my everything, Elsa."

I look at him as he turned to me. I then kissed him. "You are my everything too.."

"I will still do whatever it takes to make you happy. I will give my last breath to keep you safe!" I look at him. He takes a deep breath, looking out to the stars. 

"Really?" I ask him quietly.

He lowered his gaze a little. "... Yeah... Really."