"Yes, he has severe malnutrition but there is nothing else wrong with him. He hasn't ate in three days, whatever he has been doing to his body it has to stop. You may see him though." The doctor said. Alastor had seen the doctor come out of the ward and immediately asked him about Angel.
It had been an overnight wait and the others left and said they would join Alastor later in the morning. Alastor didn't mind being left alone and almost preferred it.
He went into the room and saw Angel in his bed, he rushed to his side. Angel didn't make any eye contact with him and could bearly look at the demon. Angel was holding himself and Alastor tried take his hand into his but Angel jumped and moved his hand away. Alastor frowned,
"Angel... " Alastor began. Angel looked at him and scoffed,
"Don't. I don't need you to tell me how worried you were or ask me how I'm doing. It's all bullshit, just go... I'm fine." Angel looked him dead in the eye and Alastor realised that Angel actually believed that no one cares about him or needed him.Alastor placed a hand on his hollow cheek and stared into his dark, sunken eyes,
"Don't you dare say that to me darling, and don't ever starve yourself like that again! I will make sure you eat from now on." Angel pulled away from Alastor and he sighed,
"And for your information, I care about you..."Alastor got up and slammed the door leaving Angel on his own. Angel was left alone in his room and tears slid down his face and he quickly wiped them away. He sat himself up and fell the tubes all over his body giving him food and water while he was asleep. He had only woke up an hour ago and was still adjusting.
He looked at the door Alastor had just stormed out of, he wanted to apologize, he hadn't meant to say that, but he was so fed up. He then thought about what Alastor had said, did he mean it? He groaned in frustration and wiped more tears from his eyes. He was so mad at himself, mad at the world. He ripped the tubes off of him and flinched as it unstuck itself from his fur.
He swung himself around the side of the bed and tried to stand up. He fell onto the floor and groaned as he collapse weakly onto the floor. He had no strength. Doctors came rushing in as if they had seen what happened and picked Angel back up and placed him onto the bed,
"Fucking let go of my! I'm fine!" Angel shouted, he was to weak to fight back.He wouldn't let them put the tubes back on him, they called for backup and they had to restraint Angel onto his bed. He shouted and cried assuring them he fine. The doctors held him down and left him strapped onto the bed forcing him to except the fact they wouldn't let him go. He cried and begged them to let him go,
"Please, I need to see someone!" Angel kicked until he lost all of the remaining energy he had, which wasn't much.Meanwhile Alastor was outside at the back of the hospital, he wiped a tear from his eye. Why was he so upset being shouted at by Angel, it hurt him for some reason. But why? He would usually tear anyone apart for even talking back to him. It hurt him, hurt his heart, he felt like his heart had been punched. He cried more and static formed around him, he hated this feeling, wanting to know if Angel was okay, the worry he felt when he waited in the waiting room for any sign. He really hated it. It was love, obviously, but Alastor stayed oblivious to the fact that he loved the demon, how could he love anyone? Especially Angel.
He suddenly heard Angel shout as his window was open,
"Please! I need to see someone!!" Angel shouted and he heard doctors grunt and Angel shout more. He got up quickly and went inside of the hospital, he ran through the long halls worried for Angels safety. There were doctors at Angels door,
"Let me in." Alastor said and he tried to push past the doctors. They pushed him off,
"Sorry Sir, hysterical patient, your not allowed to see him, you could be harmed."
The doctor said, pointing to the sign the other doctor was putting on the door, 'hysterical patient'Alastor was confused but also enraged, Angel was not hysterical, but why did he need to talk to someone like he had shouted, it couldn't be him? Could it? He sighed and snapped his fingers, tenticals came out of a portal and threatened to attack the doctors. Alastor grinned,
"If you don't let me in that room I won't hesitate to send you into an endless oblivion like I have done to many, or I could just torture you, whatever mood I'm in really, alright darling?" He said menicingly. The doctors backed away and Alastor went into the room and quickly closed the door.Angel saw him and started shouting again,
"Alastor!" He shouted and tried to move again, yet his body had already given up on him and he could bearly kick at the restraints. Alastor came near Angel and pulled out a chair to set by him. Angel pleaded to have the restraints undone and Alastor carefully undid them and made sure not to harm Angel. Angel stayed on the bed an Alastor sat him up. Angel hugged him and apologised,
"I'm sorry Al, but you can't joke around with me like that, you don't care about me..." Angel laughed quietly. Alastor placed his hands on Angels shoulders and looked him dead in the eyes,
"Stop it Angel! I'll say it to you till you believe it, I care about you..." He caught the tear that fell off Angels cheek. Angel smiled at him and he felt his heart flutter, he was so beautiful when he smiled, Alastor blushed but before Angel noticed he leaned in and kissed him.Angel was shocked at what Alastor had just done, he slowly kissed back and Alastor pulled away with a large blush on his face. Angel blushed just as hard and sniffed. Alastor smiled awkwardly,
"Believe me?" Alastor said quietly and Angel nodded. The two stared at eachother for a while before pulling away. Alastor turned the TV on and they chose a show called languages which was a TV show about well, languages.They stayed next to eachother and watched it together until Charlie and the other finally burst into the room. The two were startled and both jumped, looking over to the four.
"Angel! I'm so glad your okay, what happened?" Charlie immediately asked rushing over to him. Angel looked at Alastor in panic and before he could say anything Alastor replied,
"Angel hasn't really been watching his stress levels, dehydration and stress caused him to pass out. He'll be okay no worries!" Alastor said standing up.They all crowded around Angel and Nifty and Husk kept sharing glances, no one else had seen it but them. They had walked in on Alastor and Angel holding hands, they were sure they saw it before the two quickly pulled away. They were shocked, but also happy for the two, they grinned at eachother.
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FanfictionAngel feels like dead weight on everyone's shoulders, useless waste of time for everyone else, yet for some reason they still cared about him. Angel is slowly falling apart, trying to hide it from not only himself, but trying to convince himself tha...