Bleed out /// Wilbur x reader (fem)

Chapter 3 // meet up

//partial trigger warning for this chapter//

Its been almost 2 weeks since your walk down Brighton pier, you have been talking to Wilbur a lot more. You play Minecraft with him almost every night, he even invited you to be on his stream playing Minecraft, you accepted obviously.

You were just about to FaceTime Wilbur as your sister, Niki, walks into your room. "oh, Hey Niki!" you exclaim, hi, y/n so me and a bunch of people are gonna meet up soon and Will asked if you would be interested." she informed you "um.. yeah who's going to be there?" you ask shyly "y/n if you don't want to you do have to, I can hear the anxiety in your voice" she said worried. "I do its just people I don't know but I do want to go" you say calming down trying not to worry her. "okay well Wilbur, Tommy, George and Tubbo are going to be there" she says "oh okay yeah I'm looking forward to it".

She nods and leaves giving you a smile as she closes your door. You were anxious about it you couldn't lie you were so scared but you know your sister was going to be there and Wilbur was going to be there, you couldn't explain it but you felt safe talking to him almost like you've know each other for years. you realise that in person is so much different from voice chats and FaceTime calls, an anxious rose into your chest and it got difficult to breathe, you was having a panic attack you didn't know what to do, you froze but you tried to focus on your breathing and calm yourself down. it didn't work and it got worse you were shaking a lot and then you decided to call Will, he always told you to call if you felt upset or uneasy.

You shakily grab your phone and find Wilbur's contact and call him without hesitation. when he answers you don't say any thing you wait for him to talk first "hello....y/n are you okay" he says with a hint of worry in his voice. "Will... I'm having a panic attack and I don't know what to do it's just getting worse" you say running out of breath and stumbling over your words. "okay y/n I need you to listen to me, and I'm gonna need you to breathe with me okay" Wilbur says. you just yes and he breathes with you telling you to breathe in wait a couple seconds then exhale, you both do this for around 10 minutes until you calm down and your breathing is controlled.

"y/n could I ask, what caused this?" he says with sympathy in his voice. you pause for a minute not sure if you want to tell him, "well, Niki told me about the meet up and just the thought of meeting people I don't know caused it, but I agreed and I still want to go". he lets out a sigh of understanding " I know its difficult y/n but they're all lovely people and I promise you, you will have a good time but at any point it gets difficult or your panicking please let me know I will help you." you say okay and you say your goodbyes before hanging up the phone.

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~Wilbur's POV~

after the phone call I couldn't help but worry about her, I understood what she was going through. I've been through it myself when I first met up with everyone all I could do was comfort her and tell her it was fine. I was so glad she called me so I could help her even though it was hard hearing her like that, I care for her a lot I think of her as one of my closest friends. As the day went by I found myself thinking about her a lot. I was worried. I decided to message her to check in with her.

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~Your POV~

it had been a few hours after the phone call with Wilbur then I get a message.

                           Wilbur :)

Wilbur: hey y/n, I just wanted to check on you to see if you're okay.

You: hi will, yeah I'm okay and thank you for helping me it really meant a lot :)

Wilbur: that's okay that's what friends do y/n, I'm here for you 

You: thank you so much :)

Wilbur: that's okay ill speak to you later :)

You carry on with your day and eventually fall asleep by accident.

~time skip~

Its the day of the meet up and you're getting ready to catch the train with Niki, you do your makeup and you're sat there looking at your hair. you have no idea how to style it, you to Niki and ask her how to style it she looks at you and says braids would go nice with your makeup and she offers to do it for you, you accept and sit down. She does your hair while you talk about the meet up and how excited you are, she finishes and all that's left is your outfit to chose. it was kinda cold outside so you choose a hoodie and ripped jeans.

You had everything ready, your bags were packed and you were ready, you googled where the hotel was, it was a short walk from the train station and the train journey was only 30 minutes but you thought its was best to get a hotel because you and Niki was unsure of what time everyone was going home. it was now around 9:24 am and you head to train station.

The train journey was short and you got there quickly, everyone was meeting at a cafe at 11 am, it was 10 am when you got off the train so you speed walk to the hotel to put your bags in your room. you check in, get your room key card and head to your room. You quickly put your bags on your bed, Niki does the same and you know where the cafe was, it was a 10 minute drive from the hotel so you order an Uber to pick you guys up and take you there.

you get there and the time is 11:05, you were 5 minutes late but as you got out the Uber you notice a group of people waiting outside and that's when you see Wilbur, you instantly knew that was them...

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authors notes

hi guys thank you for reading so far also sorry for leaving this chapter on a cliffhanger, I aim to get the next chapter out really soon. Remember to take care of yourselves I love you all remember to eat if you haven't and drink some water. thank you for the support so far.

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