Chapter 15 // what is he up to

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~ trigger warning for this chapter~

"Y/n can i take you out for dinner tonight" he says cautiously, I feel so taken aback by this was he feeling the same way I do about him, my heart starts racing, I start thinking 'this is silly y/n he probably doesn't like you like that it's probably just going out as friends'  "yeah I'd love that" I say smiling so he didn't figure out my thoughts were putting me down again. He smiles sweetly as the Uber pulls up and we get in.

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~Wilbur's POV~

I asked if I could take her out for dinner she paused and it looked like she was thinking something, then she got really sad I could see it on her expression even though she tried to hide it from me. I always wonder what y/n thinks about that makes her so sad.

As we pull up to her place I get ready to get out and grab her bags for her I can see she looks up at me confused like 'why is he doing this for me'.

I really does make me think that she doesn't have the same feelings for me, but tonight I plan on telling her exactly how I feel...

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~ Your POV~

I go to grab my bags but Wilbur's already holding them ready to get out the car, i look up at him to see if he has any kind of expression on his face but he doesn't it's like it's natural to him I turn away to open my car door and smile.

We make our way to the front door as I pull out my keys and open the door we walk In and he asks we're I want them "there's okay thank you, what time was you thinking about going to get dinner" I say smiling up at him, he returns the smile only his is wider and full of excitement im nervous I really want to tell him how I feel tonight. "How does 8pm sound" he says trying to contain his excitement it doesn't work I find him so cute.

"that's great im going to go start getting ready" I say getting a little excited now he smiles and nods and I make my way to my room with my bags of clothes. I already know what I'm going to wear but I want to do something with my hair and fix my makeup a little.

It's already 7pm by the time I start getting ready so I quickly curl my hair and fix my makeup up a little, I ask niki to help me zip up my dress since she was home and I didn't want to ask Wilbur because it would ruin the surprise "so where are you two going tonight" Niki exclaims with excitement "we're just going out for dinner that's all" I say trying brush it off to not let myself get my hopes up too much. She makes a funny face at me and leaves my room.

I quickly take a look in the mirror to make sure everything is okay as I catch a glimpse of my scars I contemplate putting a jacket on but it's quite warm and I should hide something I can't change.

I walk out of my room with everything I should need tonight and I see Wilbur waiting for me, as soon as he sees me his face lights up and he immediately starts smiling. "You look gorgeous y/n" he says glowing "thank you, you don't look too bad yourself, handsome" I say shyly blushing,
I didn't realise before but he had brought a change of clothes and changed while I was also getting ready.

He calls an Uber and we set off to the restaurant, it was fancy and looked really posh so I'm glad I decided to wear this dress. We walk through the doors and Wilbur says his name and says he had a reservation i start thinking 'wow he really planned this all out' the waiter walks us to our table and I look around at how beautiful this place is until I think I see someone I know but I decide to ignore it thinking I'm just being paranoid.

We sit down and order what we wanted and Wilbur orders some champagne for us, I decide to look around some more and the decorations and accents are perfect "do you like this place y/n" he says giggling a little "I do it's so beautiful" I smile. After a short wait our good and champagne came we thanked the waiter and started eating.

When we finish we put our knives and forks on the plate ready for the waiter to take them as I accidentally drop the fork, I lean over to pick it up but someone had already picked it up for me and was handing it to me, I look up to thank the person but as I reach their face I realise who it is.

It's my fucking ex, all the memories and hurt come flooding back, it puts a damper on the whole mood and to think I could actually have a good time without anything going wrong stupid, stupid, stupid.

He looks at me grinning like and idiot but before I know it Wilbur has stood up and taken my hand I stand up out my seat grab my bag and walk with Wilbur to the front desk as he asks for the bill i glance back and he's just staring at us from the table. I start to panic and desperately try to hold back tears.

Wilbur pays the bill and we walk out, him still holding my hand, squeezing it tightly to comfort me. As we get out the front doors I just breakdown in his arms and he holds me tightly as I sob into his chest.

When I'm ready to go he calls the Uber and we go back to my house, as we get to the front door he grabs my face and points it up towards his so we're looking in each other's eyes. "Are you okay y/n" he asks sweetly with so much concern i shake my head no this is the first time I've been totally honest with him "will you stay tonight" i say timidly choking on my words.

He nods his head with a loving expression on his face, we stay there staring each other's eyes and it's like all my problems fall away when he's holding me and I'm looking into his eyes. That's when he kissed me....

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~authors notes~

Oooo two chapters in one day I'm on a roll! I told you this would be a good chapter but I am leaving you on a cliffhanger again!! Have a fantastic day look after yourselves get some water and a snack if you haven't today. I love youuuu!

~word count: 1162 words~

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