~trigger warning for this chapter~
After 5 more minutes had passed I got up from the bed with instant regret, it was so cold, I grabbed the blanket from my chair and turned to Wilbur "what would you like for breakfast" I said shivering. "Just toast please" he said smiling up at me and with that I headed down stairs.
As I'm making us our toast I get in my head about things, do I really have feelings for him?, how did it happen so fast?, should I tell him?, will he like me back?. I snap out of it abruptly as the toast had done and shot out of the toaster, it startled me.
After I finished the toast I took it upstairs so we could eat in my room, as I walk in Wilbur smiles and says thank you, I had also gotten him a drink before I headed up. As we both sit there eating i get lost in thought again, I keep thinking about how he would react if I told him and if he'd like me back, even what it would be like if we were together. However Wilbur makes me come back to reality. "Is something wrong y/n" he said with the most cute confused face, "I'm okay I was just thinking about things" I say trying to change the subject, little did I know I just made it harder for myself. "Oh what were you thinking about?" He exclaimed while wearing a look of concern. Shit! What do I say. I need to think of an excuse FAST. "Oh I was just thinking about how well I'm doing with self-harm, I haven't hurt myself for a while" I say not being able to think of anything else "that's great y/n I'm really proud of you" he said smiling.
I couldn't shake the feeling of 'what if', it's like I was constantly wondering what if he was mine. Should I tell him...
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~authors notes~
Sorry for such a short chapter I will get another longer chapter out soon I promise, I hope you're all doing good and if you haven't eaten or got water you should soon I love you all
~word count: 500 words~
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Bleed out /// Wilbur x reader (fem)
FanfictionTW//// self harm, body image, scars, abuse flashbacks and nightmares. ⚠️no smut⚠️ "And then I realised why would anyone ever love me im full of scars and I'm mentally ill there was a moment of silence then my phone rang..." This story is a Wilbur x...
