~trigger warning for this chapter~We stayed stood there shocked for about a minute before heading inside. "I'm gonna go get ready for bed" I said with a twinge of awkward in my voice, Wilbur nodded and with that I headed up the stairs and went to my room.
I took my makeup off, put on some comfy pyjamas and threw my hair up. I walked down the stairs and saw Wilbur also in pyjamas and sitting on the sofa watching a movie. "What we watching" I say sitting down cross legged on the sofa. "Shallow grave" he said smiling at me, I grabbed a blanket, covered us both and got comfy.
We watched it until about half way through and Wilbur had fallen asleep so I got up carefully to make sure I didn't wake him then I covered him with the blanket and headed to bed.
I got into bed and tried to fall asleep, it was impossible. The events of what had happened earlier in the restaurant circling my mind. It took about two hours for me to fall asleep.
~ nightmare~
My ex was getting in my face and screaming at me saying "you're a pathetic little whore" "I'm gonna kill you if you ever tell anyone" after he was finished screaming he shoved me to the ground and started kicking me he wouldn't give in and there was a good amount of blood on the floor when he walked away I lay there for 20 minutes until I see him getting back up from the bed and crouching down to eye level " you know I didn't mean it y/n I love you" I cringe at the words that spewed out his mouth I managed to gather the strength and say something "no you don't you lying piece of shit" he looked at me shocked and that's when he grabbed my throat and I struggled to get out of his grip but it was no use.
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~Wilbur's POV~
I woke up to the sound of screaming coming from upstairs and I got up as fast as I could and ran up the stairs, it sounded like y/n. I ran into her room swinging the door open to find her crying her eyes out in her bed. "What's wrong y/n" I asked no response I went to her and sat next to her in her bed, I think I know what happened.
I sit there and pull her into a hug she says nothing but grabs on tight, we stay there like that for an hour as she sobs into my chest. I lay down with her still clung on tight and begin stroking her hair. Eventually she goes quiet and I look down to see if she's okay, I move her hair out of he face to see that she's asleep.
I lay there and smile to myself then close my eyes as well holding her tight. I soon fall asleep wondering if we could just stay like this in each others arms forever.
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~Your POV~
When I woke up me and Wilbur were cuddled up together I don't remember him coming in and I don't remember even waking up in the middle of the night. His too had tear stains on it and I wondered what had happened, I tried to get out of his grip to go make us coffee and toast but it was no use so I stayed there just staring at him. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps.
He opened his eyes and saw me staring at him I tried to look away but i wasn't fast enough he smiled at me and pulled me closer. "Will I want to make us coffee and toast" I said smiling he groaned a little "no stayyy" I giggled and realised how nice his morning voice was. I stayed there for 5 minutes and then tried to leave again he whispered okay and let me go.
I went down stairs to make breakfast and I finally looked at the time it was 9:38am so I grabbed the kettle and filled it up. While the kettle was boiling I put the toast in the toaster and pushed the little buttons down, when I did that I felt warm arms wrap around my waist I put my arms around his arms and leaned my head back "are you okay" he whispered I nodded my head and looked up at him, he had an expression on his face that looked like he didn't believe me as I was about to say something the toast popped up and it scared us both.
We laughed as I turned around to get the toast out and butter it, the kettle had also finished boiling so Wilbur made the coffee. When everything was done we sat on the sofa and started eating, he got a message and picked up his phone to see who it was "I have band practice in an hour do you want to come along" he said looking up at me from his phone "I would love to but I've got somethings to do here" I said thinking about last night not wanting to leave the house "Okay are you sure" he said with a slight concerned look on his face "yeah I have some cleaning to do" I smiled so he wouldn't get suspicious "okay" he said returning the smile.
We finished our food and then put on some cartoons we watched until he left. When it was time for him to go I walked him to the door and gave him a hug goodbye "have a good time" I said smiling "I will" he said with a big smile on his face "I'll message you throughout the session to check on you" he said worried like he thought something was wrong "okay but you don't have to" I said with a big smile to try and ease his worrying, and with that he left waving me goodbye and I shut the door smiling.
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~authors notes ~
This chapter was a little slow but I promise it's about to get good! I didn't leave you on a cliffhanger this time because I felt bad for all the cliffhangers I've been leaving you on!! Have a lovely day look after yourselves get some water and a snack if you haven't today. I love youuuu!~word count: 1074 words~
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FanficTW//// self harm, body image, scars, abuse flashbacks and nightmares. ⚠️no smut⚠️ "And then I realised why would anyone ever love me im full of scars and I'm mentally ill there was a moment of silence then my phone rang..." This story is a Wilbur x...