Bleed out /// Wilbur x reader (fem)

Chapter 14 // what will happen...

~slight trigger warning for this chapter~

It's the day after Wilbur slept over and my mind is still racing with possibilities and what if's. Maybe if I just told him when he was here things would've worked out really well and I'm just over thinking this or it would've gone horribly wrong.

Either way I get up and grab my phone and head to the bathroom to get ready for the day, I hop in the shower really quick, do my hair and put some make up on whilst listening to the upcoming song that Wilbur sent me from his band.

I really enjoyed their music and I loved sitting in their band practice, Wilbur's concentrate face as he was writing song lyrics and playing guitar riffs to match them it was pure perfection I adored him.

I quickly realise im thinking about it all again and I'm getting in my own head, today was the day I planned on telling him my feelings but I can't lie and say I'm not nervous because I feel like I'm about to die.

I pull myself away from my thoughts and gather my things ready to leave the house because today was the day I was going shopping with Wilbur, since I have a day off work and I desperately need to go shopping and I didn't want to go alone I decided to bring Wilbur with me.

On the drive there I start to think 'why would he even like someone like me, there are so many better people out there' it keeps going round and round until I get there but as the Uber stops I snap out of my thoughts instantly and I see a tall, sweet Wilbur walking towards my door and opens it for me.

He helps me out and pulls me into a huge embrace, I hadn't realised before that my thoughts had made me begin crying and he had realised as soon as he opened the car door. "Y/n are you okay, please tell me if there's something wrong" he says sweetly with a hint of sadness in his voice "I'm okay I've just been thinking too much recently" I say trying to take away the sad in his voice.

He seems a little worried but doesn't want to press anymore incase he makes me feel uncomfortable "so what are we thinking like clothes shopping, home decoration shopping or just anything" he says cheerily changing the subject so I don't feel bad, I laugh and say "you would really want to go clothes shopping?" He smiles gently before making a funny face and then I know he's going to say something ridiculous. "Yeah maybe I wanted to look at a dress for myself you know get in touch with my feminine side" he says stifling a laugh but eventually we both burst out laughing anyways.

I realised then that I do actually need some new clothes so we go in to the nearest clothes shop and I give Wilbur the task of finding me 3 casual outfits and 2 fancy type dinner outfits. "You will not be disappointed" he exclaims with the cutest smile on his face. Meanwhile I went looking for jackets and shoes.

About 35 minutes later he finds me in the shop with two baskets full of clothes and they're not small baskets either, I look at him with a crazy expression and then I smile at him. I had picked up 3 pairs of shoes and 2 jackets because you can never have too many shoes and jackets.

"Do you want to try them on first or just buy them and return them if you don't like them" he says curiously and I catch a glimpse of this gorgeous black dress he had in one of the baskets. "I think I might try them on" I say with a big smile on my face, a couple weeks ago I wouldn't have dreamed of trying on clothing in the fitting rooms. "Okay confidenttt" he says with a huge warm smile on his face, i say shush and give him a playful little nudge.

We get to the fitting rooms and Wilbur is waiting outside so I can show him when I have put the clothes on, so far I love everything he has picked out. Then I remember about the dress I saw earlier and thought I would try that on next, I get it on but I can't quite reach the zip at the back. "Will can you help me zip this dress up please?" I say kind of nervous "are you sure y/n?" He says like he doesn't want to over step "yes 100 percent I want to see this dress on I love it already" I say beaming he says okay and quickly steps in he looks away while trying to zip it up as if trying to make me feel uncomfortable and once he gets it zipped he looks into the mirror at me in the dress.

I hear him let out a little gasp and he's blushing a little, then I hear him whisper "wow" under his breath like he didn't want me to hear it but I definitely did and I start to feel my face getting warm.

I really liked it, it hugged me in all the right places and it was gorgeous but the only issue was my scars were out and they're in the awkward red phase of healing and it makes me feel so disgusted with myself but I decide to ignore it.

I look back up in the mirror and see Wilbur's face just taking everything in, until he gets to my arms I watch to see if his face changes to see if he thinks it's disgusting too but it doesn't he looks at every inch of me with a kind of love in his eyes.

I turn around around to him "do you like it?" I say trying to make out like I didn't hear his little wow earlier "yes I do it really suits you" he says all flustered like he wasn't expecting me to ask his opinion.

I stare into his eyes for a little while it's almost like I got lost in them and I could feel my stomach full of butterflies " can you help me unzip please and we can pay" I say softly trying to stomp down the butterflies taking over my stomach "yes of course" he says like he was just snapped out of a trance. He unzips the dress and steps out while I change into my original clothes, I decide to buy everything he picked out for me and then we left, he ordered an Uber where we were going to go back to my place and watch movies and eat snacks.

As we're waiting he turns to me with a look like he has something he wants to ask....

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~authors notes~

Hiii! I'm so sorry I have been gone so long but I'm back now and I want to start uploading more chapters again. I hope you all took care of yourselves while I was gone, I'm sorry I left you on a cliffhanger again my first chapter back but I promise it's going to be worth it the next chapter will be so good!!! Have a wonderful day look after yourselves get some water and a snack if you haven't today. I love youuuu!

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