Bleed out /// Wilbur x reader (fem)

chapter 8 // avoidance

~trigger warning for this chapter~

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~Wilbur's POV~

It has been over a week and I have bearly heard anything from y/n I try calling her and it goes straight to voicemail, I'm getting worried I even went by her house and knocked on her door, She did tell me she was okay over message but it was so blunt I tried messaging her back to get a reply and nothing.

I call Niki and after a few rings she picks up "Hey Niki have you seen y/n around your house lately I've bearly heard anything from her all week?" I say worried "yeah I have, do you want me to go get her and see if she will talk to you" Niki says showing concern "yes please" I said quietly.

some time goes by then I hear her voice "hi will" she says shyly, "ill leave you two to talk" Niki said closing the door. "are you okay y/n, why haven't you been answering or returning my calls" I say expressing my concern "I'm so sorry will, my anxiety has been so bad and I feel so embarrassed about the night you slept over and I had that nightmare I'm so-" I cut her off "y/n you don't have to apologise, there's nothing to be embarrassed about I promise its all good".

she was silent "please turn your phone on and talk to me like normal I promise you there is nothing you need to be embarrassed about" I continue. "okay" she says timidly, I could tell how hard she was taking it. "ill go get Niki and then ill turn my phone back on" she said leaving to get niki.

Niki came back into the room and we said our goodbyes and ended the call, I was patiently waiting to hear from y/n.

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~Your POV~

You went into your room and sat on your bed, your head filled with depression and anxiety. You retrieve your phone from the drawers and quickly turn it on you knew Wilbur would be waiting. you message him.

                                          Wilbur :)

You: I'm really sorry its just been a lot recently with my ex and everything 

Wilbur: I know it has y/n, I want to help you but I can't if you don't tell me

You: I'm sorry I didn't mean to piss you off

Wilbur: y/n you didn't we're okay you didn't piss me off I just really want to help you.

you don't answer for a while, 30 minutes goes by and you're just staring at the messages. you decide to just call him. He answers after one ring "are you okay y/n" he says "yeah I am" you say shy, "I want to help you, you just need to tell me what's happening" he says "I know let me start from when you left for band practice that afternoon..." you go on to tell him what happened that week you had been gone.

"y/n how bad is it?" he says worry fills his voice, he sounds like he's about to cry "its a little deep its not that bad though" you say quietly because you don't want to upset him "have you cleaned it y/n" he says gently "no will" you mumble "oh y/n can I come round to yours and take care of it for you" he says with sadness filling his voice "if you want to" you say thinking he wasn't serious "okay I won't be long" he says quickly walking out the door.

"oh no what have I done" you say out loud to yourself, you couldn't understand why you told him, you just felt so safe telling him everything. Shortly after there was a knock on your door so you go down the stairs to answer it, it was Wilbur just as you thought. he looked like he had been crying, you pulled him into a hug and he hugged you so tightly, as you pulled away you noticed he was crying more.

"Please don't cry will" you say softly wiping his tears "I'm sorry, I care about you so much. lets get the cuts cleaned", you two go upstairs and get your first aid kit from your bathroom you sit on your bed as you pull up your sleeve and see sadness fill Wilbur's face.

he opens an alcohol wipe and starts wiping the dry blood off gently, you wince in pain as he gets closer to the bigger cuts he picks up on you being in pain and takes a break for a bit. once you're ready he starts cleaning it again, he wraps it up in a bandage and pulls your sleeve down for you.

"thank you will" you whisper "its okay y/n I just want to help thank you for letting me help you" he says looking down at your arm "since I'm here what do you want to do to distract yourself" he says kindly "lets make a family on sims together" you smile and let out a little giggle, "okay that sounds good" he gives you a warm smile.

you both play the sims laughing the day away, you noticed him looking at you in the mirror, sadness and a bit of relief on his face. you turn to him and give him a warm smile. you look up and notice it was dark outside now and you look at the time "shit, it's 11:30pm, you can sleep here if you want will", "that would be nice, ill sleep on the floor again" he says smiling widely.

you give Wilbur blankets and pillows, you sit and talk for a while before going to sleep. you both decide to go to sleep at 1am, and you went to sleep. you fell asleep faster than you had all week, and you felt safe, Wilbur was your best friend, you didn't know what you would do without him

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~authors notes~

hi guys if you have self harm please remember to clean it, I hope you all enjoyed this chapter I will be getting a lot more out I have so much free time so look out for them, also remember to stay safe and take care of yourselves, get some food and water if you haven't I love you guys so much thank you for reading this far.

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