Love Letter Part 2 Whose Letters? (A Logan Story)

Part 16

~Logan~

Hearing my wife call Lance name like that startled me. I didn't know what was going on. I walked up to her.

Logan: Babe? Are you okay?

You: That's Lance! 

She said taking in a deep breath. 

Logan: Who is Lance? 

You: From High School!

Logan: Babe, that's not Lance. He's our director. 

She kept shaking her head no, it was like she disregarded everything I was telling her.

Steven: Maybe, I should get going.

Logan: I'll see you later. 

I turned back to Rachel.

Logan: Baby, please calm down I don't want your pressure to go up.

She took in a deep breath and seemed a little more calm this time.

You: That's Lance, I saw him clearly. 

Logan: What? What are you talking about?

You: The one that buried me!

Logan: I thought we were past that. 

She started crying. I didn't understand why she felt that our director was someone from our high school. It just doesn't make any sense that he would be our director. 

Logan: Baby, please...

I didn't know what else to say to that, it was like she was seeing things.

You: I want to be alone. 

Logan: What? Babe, I'm not leaving you. 

She turned her head and looked at me. 

You: Maybe you never believed in me to begin with...

Logan: How could you say something like that?

Her words really hurt me. Why was she trying to hurt me? 

You: Please... Let me be alone for a minute. 

I put my head down and took in a deep breath. 

Logan: Okay... I'll leave you alone. 

I felt really sad that I couldn't reason with her. I really wonder what made her feel this way. I went into the hallway and sat in the waiting area. I decided to call James, maybe he can give me some advise. Luckily he answered.

James: Hello? 

Logan: Hey James? I need to know something. 

James: Yeah what's up. 

Logan: Do you think my wife could be suffering from trauma?

James: What do you mean? Are you talking about her recent incident?

Logan: No. I'm talking about a trauma that haven't been healed. 

James: Can you elaborate? I feel like you're talking in circles. 

Logan: She says Steven is Lance.

James: Lance? From high school?

Logan: Yeah and I'm highly confused right now. We just had a disagreement and for the first time, I feel like I don't believe her. 

James: It's a possibility that she hasn't healed from her old wounds yet but I don't know even though Steven is starting to look suspicious, I don't think he's that guy. 

Logan: Right? Okay. Thank you maybe I can help her another way.

James: It's okay bro. Listen all of us has experienced some trauma and it wouldn't hurt to talk to someone about it. 

I took in his words. He's right.

Logan: I'll try to see if I could schedule that in for us. You guys should also see one as well. 

James: Don't remind me, that was a horrible night. 

Logan: Alright man, I will let you go. I hope you and Traci are doing good.

James: Yeah, she's been taking care of me ever since that night. 

Logan: That's good. Okay man, I'll call you later. 

James: Alright. 

I took in a deep breath and decided to talk to my wife about talking to someone about our traumas. I only want the best for both of us. When I walked inside, she had blood coming from her nose and her eyes were closed as her body shook uncontrollably. I immediately panicked. 

Logan:DOCTOR! DOCTOR! SOMEONE COME HELP MY WIFE!!!

I screamed really loud so someone could hear me as I ran up to her, so many things were rushing through my head as I saw her looking like that. I then felt someone push me back. 

Nurse: SHE'S HAVING A SEIZURE! GET THE SHOCK GUNS!

They shocked her once and the monitor on her heart went flat. My heart dropped in an instance. 

Nurse: WE'RE LOSING HER! AGAIN!

They shocked her again and this time her heart beat went back to normal. All I could do was cry because I wasn't there when she needed me the most again... 

Nurse: She's in stable condition. The doctor must check her vital signs. 

They pushed me out of the room and there was nothing I could do. I sat and waited and waited and waited until the doctor finally came out. 

Doctor: Thank you for waiting for her. She's doing much better than before now. I don't know what could have caused the seizure, I just know that we got her back on time. Don't worry too much she's going to be okay. 

I grabbed the doctors hand. 

Logan: Thank you Doctor, seeing that was the scariest thing in my entire life. I don't know what I would do without her. 

Doctor: Remember she's a fighter, she won't go down easily. 

I nodded and watched the doctor leave. I got up and looked in her room and saw she was back on a breathing machine. From now on anything you say I will believe. No matter what it is, I know you wouldn't tell me anything that wasn't true or hurts you. I love you and I'm so sorry.  No matter what, I will forever have your back. I thought as tears fell from my eyes again. I'm going to investigate Steven...