One small town, two high schools. One long time feud..
But when the teachers of the school come up with a genius idea to break the tension between the kids.
They have to write 5 letters to someone they've never met before
It sends two strangers on...
I took one last look in the mirror taking a deep breath in. For the first time in forever, I'll be tackling school alone Hayden fought me on it, he wanted to bin off Freddie too but I'm too kind hearted it would seem I told him, I would spend most of the day in the Library and he didn't need to worry about me. I know that it'll only be a matter of time until the girls join me But I too will stop them
Just because Freddie and I are fighting doesn't mean he needs to lose all of his friends in the process That's just cruel and unfair..
As soon as I walked into school, I could see everyone at Hayden's locker. He glanced over at me and looked as if he was about to come join me but I shook my head at him shooting him a look I needed space at the same time as fighting with Freddie
I got to my locker to see the same photos in there, I picked off off the magnets looking at it carefully Freddie and I were 4 maybe 5 in there? Hayden was on holiday with his family so it meant that Freddie and I got to spend the entire summer together We had a gate that connects are gardens, same as I do with Hayden's garden. Those gates are never locked but for the first time last night.. I locked mine
All I want is for him to realise that not everything goes his ways, that he can't have everything he wants but something tells me, hell will freeze over first I glance over my shoulder to see him laughing and joking with everyone except Hayden is more concerned with me presence
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I didn't realise how hard this would actually be Nobody warned me about how lonely you can feel even surrounded by strangers The Library has always been a safe place, neither of the boys have stepped foot in here and I don't think they ever will It would be where Aspen, Laura and I would go to escape the boys
Before I could delve deeper into the oblivion of feeling like hell. My phone started to blow up revealing both Aspen and Laura had tagged me in an instagram post And both posts were about to piss Freddie off
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Both of these girls had stuck by me no matter what I threw there way. They were there during Nana passing away, during all the arguments with Emily And most importantly, they've never once gone without answering their phone to me
Now, I'm not one to depend on people, in fact I will always worry when I feel myself doing so But if I was going to depend on anyone, I'm glad it could be these girls
I wiped a couple tears looking at the instagrams before locking my phone and leaning back in my seat I didn't think that this project would cost my someone who I saw as family Someone who I thought would love me unconditionally but instead it opened my eyes to how one sided our friendship really was
But yet I feel like the bad guy
I feel like I'm in the wrong
And worst of all..
Hayden was right, I was slipping and I was in too deep to stop myself now But I was also too deep to reach out for help
I'm at the point I just want to let it happen I want to slowly sink away into the night
Where nobody would find me and nobody would notice...
