(Authors Pov)..
"ONE SIDED LOVE" it hurts soo good to some people that they wanna feel it again n again, It's funny how a person can break your heart without knowing and u still love them with all the little pieces left and for some "One sided love is slow poison it kills u slowly, cause it's hurt your heart so much thinking that the person you love with your soul doesn't even know's you exist....
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Everyone after having dinner went towards their respective room's to sleep, taekook also went towards their room which was on first floor, entering inside bedroom jungkook was fast asleep being tired from today" but taehyung couldn't sleep even though he was extremely tired too" but he couldn't,not before he talk to hobi, seeing his sunshine hyung so gloomy is breaking his heart, that he couldn't even celebrate his own Engagement..
While having different thought's in his mind,taehyung decided to go for a walk ,he was walking aimlessly but he stopped near one railing to see moon" cause it was shining so brightly and was looking beautiful ,he unknowingly turn his gaze down just to find hobi sitting near swimming pool lonely emorse in his deep thought, for taehyung this was the correct time to talk hobi so he went downstairs near swimming pool..
Ehem ehemm can i join u hyung...?(taehyung asked sheepishly rubbing side of his hands feeling cold..
Oh taetae yes come on join me,u don't need to ask...!(hobi said smiling which wasn't hobi's famous smile..
Thank you hyung...!(taehyung smiled back sitting beside Hobi..
Both were sitting peacefully in silence,no-one is uttering a word" well taehyung definitely wanna to talk but he don't know how to start a conversation" situation was getting awkward,but thank god hobi himself initiated a conversation..
Couldn't sleep taetae..?(hobi asked eyeing sky..
No hyung can't feel like sleeping and what about you hm? You are not the hobi Hyung i know ? U r behaving strange today,i am missing your sunshine like smile hyung,what happened to my hobi Hyung,?(taehyung questioned but didn't get any response from hobi just pin drop silence ..
Please Don't be so silent talk to me , talk to anyone with whom u feel comfortable ,or atleast tell me what's bothering you...?(taehyung asked desperation was laced in his voice..
Everything is fine taetae, it's just sometimes you love to be lonely, and sometimes it's better to keep silent rather than telling others what you feel, because it hurts to know that they can only listen to you but can't help you..!(hobi spoke neglecting taehyung questions..
That's not the answer i expected to my question Hyung,well i get it you don't wanna share your problems with me,who am i to you ?just your boss boyfriend right , than why would you bother to tell me,i think it was just me who took you as my Family as my brother" but u took me just as stranger,well no worries i won't bother you anymore,i gotta get going...!(saying this taehyung stand to go but hobi stopped him grabbing his wrist..
You know it's not the truth taetae,i take you as my lil brother too...!(hobi tried to convince taehyung..
If that's the case than why aren't you telling me hyung what's bothering you? What's makes my elder brother's sunshine like smile disappeared, believe me Hyung if you are sad and unhappy whole atmosphere became gloomy , don't be like this share with me Hyung,i can't see you like this hyung,niether koo nor other members too...(taehyung pleaded cause he can see traces of tears in hobi's eyes..
Taetae you know while growing up in orphanage i never had dreams i was happy and thankful to god for what i had, "jungkook and sunmi both are my childhood friend's ,my happy pills, and u know i am that kind of person tae who search for real happiness in small thing's, doing funny trick , behaving like a kid" to make other's laugh, seeing other's smiling because of me is my biggest earning" ,but while doing all this things to make other's laugh" people's started to take me as "JOKER" who can make other happy but don't have any feelings to feel ,where Irony is" it's not truth tae,i also have feelings ,i am also a human,i also feel hurt, lonely and sad,like you all i also want someone to look after me ,to care for me ,i also wanted a Lover with whom i can share my happiness and sorrows,and i thought i really will have one,But whom from childhood i kept loving from afar doesn't even acknowledge me nd my feelings...!(hobi spoke smiling bitterly through tears making taehyung shock, cause he didn't believe it's his hobi Hyung who is talking,it seems like "a person who is full with pain and loneliness was saying his heart out..
H yung is it sunmi ..?(taehyung questioned..
Y eah she is taetae,but it doesn't matter anymore cause she is not the sunmi i know , yesterday after her argument with kook i followed her to see if she is okay or not(hobi chuckled bitterly),she went to a bar taehyung and she was having fun with other man i thought she must be heartbroken but no,she was in other man's embrace ,"on the other hand she was claiming that she love jungkook, how comical is it tae how can someone claim that i love this particular person when that someone was bloody enjoying in other man arms...!(hobi said voice full with venom..
I can't even imagine what are you going through hyung,and believe me i never want to go through the phase you are dealing with,but hyung don't lost your identity for the one who didn't even care about how u feel towards her, "hyung she will never know what she lost", let's me be honest to you hyung "cause she is never going to know she had you," hyung it's my philosophy in life and i am sharing it with you, "Love is love until it started to kill you from inside"before love destroy you let go of it"....!(taehyung said with maturity..
I know you are right taetae,but it's not easy i am loving her from last 14 year's it isn't easy as it seems like, It's not easy to believe that the "one whom you take as your everything see you as nothing"..!(hobi said wiping his tear's off
Hyung Relationship are worth fighting but u can't be the only one fighting for it,and it's even worst when u never had that relationship but kept thinking it was..!(taehyung spoke seriously and this hit hobi's heart to badly, but taehyung didn't stop here he continued to speak...
Hyung i might not be mature enough to give u advice but i must say this,Never get too attached to anyone"unless they feel same towards you cause one sided expectations mentally destroy you , and i can see it's working on you, don't let her overpower you hyung,you are way more stronger than this,the one who can bring smile on others face for me is the strongest of all,and the Hobi hyung i know is way better than this one, think about my advice wisely hyung,i will take my leave now,Good ni8..!(saying this taehyung went back..
But not before making HOSEOK meet with reality..
To be continued..
(AUTHOR'S POV)..
Hey Lovelies new update is here do read vote and comment please 🙏🙏..
I know it's not taekook related chapter but it's necessary to share this chapter with you guys, Hope u liked it and understand my real motive behind this chapter..
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