"I'm fine..." "help"

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N/A: IDK if this is going to be a short one or not but I hope you like it

⚠TW⚠: Eating disorder(Anorexia)/ Body dysmorphic disorder 

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Harry walked into the lunchroom, passing the lunch line. He sat down with his friends like usual, Liam, Zayn, and Louis were already there, Niall wasn't here today cause he was on a trip to Ireland with his family. "Hazza where's your lunch?" Harry blushed faintly "M'not hungry" In reality, he was starving, he was barely eating anymore because he wanted to impress Louis. Harry hasn't eaten properly in months, he thought he was too fat and that's why Louis didn't like him. He wants to be skinny, skinny for Louis.

Louis was surprised Harry always got lunch, 'Maybe he had a big breakfast' he thought. Louis continued eating his food and talking with his mates, Harry kept looking at the food the boys had, licking his lips. Soon Louis noticed and he offered Harry the other half of his sandwich, he shook his head "Harry love, just take it" Harry shook his head "M'not hungry" he said again.

Louis put the sandwich in Harry's hand "Just eat it, I know you're hungry" Harry finally nodded his head and took small bites of the sandwich, he sighed quietly as he ate. After lunch was over Harry went into the bathroom locking the door, after making sure nobody else was in there with him. He went into the biggest stall, getting down on his knees and hunched over the toilet. He put 2 fingers down his throat making himself gag and vomited, doing it over and over again until there was nothing left in his stomach to throw up, and when he started seeing just blood and saliva.

When he stood back up he got light-headed for a few seconds, putting his hand against the wall to steady himself. After he didn't feel light-headed anymore he walked out of the bathroom washing his hands and rinsing out his mouth. Harry lifts up his shirt and looked at his stomach, in his mind he saw a huge round stomach, he pinched at the non-existent fat on his stomach. In reality, his stomach was sunken in and you could see almost every rib under his skin that was paler than it used to be. 

he soon checked his phone realizing he's been in the bathroom for almost 30 minutes. He ran to his class, luckily there was a substitute and she didn't really care about him being late.

When he sat down next to Louis, he turned to Harry "Hazza, where were you, love?" he asked. Harry got nervous "I was talking to one of my teachers and didn't realize how long I was talking" he replied, Louis, studied his face for a few moments before nodding "Oh, okay" he replied. Louis noticed that Harry's voice was scratchy and horse, but he didn't say anything about it.

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The bell for the end of the day just rang and Louis was going to take Harry home, but first, he wanted to go get some food with Harry because he secretly is in love with him, and wanted to make sure Harry had enough food because half a sandwich was not enough of a lunch. They were in Louis' car in the school parking lot, "Harry, are you okay? you've been really anxious all day, I'm worried love." Louis tells him putting his hand over Harry's. 

He nodded "M'fine Louis, Just worried about a test coming up" he lied, Louis nodded "Okay, do you wanna go get something to eat?" Harry nodded timidly as Louis started the car, pulling out of his parking spot. After about 20 minutes or so they arrive at a cute '70s-themed diner, "Table for 2" Louis said to the hostess, and she nodded grabbing 2 menus and leading them to their table.

Harry sat down first in the booth and Louis sat across from him, they both grabbed their menus and started looking through them. After a few minutes, the waitress comes over with two cups of water with a couple of straws, "Hi, I'm Eleanor and I'll be your waitress. Would you boys like something else to drink besides water?" Louis smiled at her, Harry frowned as he saw the two interact. 

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