Larry one shots

Don't Want To Hurt Anymore

IDK where this will go, but I hope you like it!

Harry is struggling a lot with his mental health from his childhood trauma, his best friend Louis is trying to help him through the difficult time. Is it too late? Will Harry give up entirely? Will Louis keep trying or will he give up too or is his love for Harry too strong to let him go?

TW and other notes: Fluff, Sad Fluff, PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Self Harm, Panic Attacks, Eating Disorder (Bulimia/Anorexia), Childhood Trauma, Suicide Attempt, You might cry, Happy Ending (promise), Separation Anxiety, Mental Breakdowns, Age Regression, Caregiver Louis, Little Harry, Baby Talk, Suicidal Thoughts, Little Space, Oral Sex, Slight Mentions of SA/Rape

IDK what era to do for this so it's up to your interpretation of what era you want it to be, also, Harry is smaller than Louis. We are going to pretend that Louis can cook!

Enjoy!

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"It's okay, I'm here, Hazza," Louis held him close to his chest as he exaggerated his breathing to help Harry calm down. Harry continued to let out loud sobs as his body trembled, "Breath with me, Haz, in through your nose, out through your mouth. I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere," Harry buried his face into the crook of the older's neck as tears continued to flow down his cheeks. Louis laid them down, making Harry rest his head on his chest to help him hear his calm heartbeat.

"L-Lou Lou, Hawwy 'urt," Louis kissed his forehead, "It's alright, baby, I'm here, I'll make you feel better, alright sweetheart?" Harry nodded softly before cuddling impossibly closer to Louis. "Would you like your dummy, darling?" Harry nodded, "Pwease," Louis kissed his hair, "Let me go grab it, alright?" the green-eyed boy nodded softly and loosened his grip.

After a minute, Louis returned with Harry's dummy and a strawberry squishmallow, one of the younger's favorite plushies to cuddle with. "I'm back, love, and look what I brought," Harry peeked his head out from under the blanket, and a small smile made it to his face, "Berwy," he said softly as he made grabby hands for the plushy.

Louis handed him the squishmallow before sitting against the headboard, "Here you go, love," he said as he put the pacifier toward the younger's mouth. The green-eyed boy parted his lips, letting Louis place the dummy in his mouth. Harry cuddled into Louis' side and buried his face into the crook of Louis' neck, "Can you tell me what happen, love? Do you know what happened?" Harry shook his head, "Did you forget what happened, darling?" the younger nodded, "That's okay, are you tired, bubs?" Harry hummed in reply. 

"Alright, baby, get some rest and then we can try and talk about it again if you remember, okay?" Harry cuddled impossibly closer to Louis before whispering, "Otay," Louis kissed his forehead and held the smaller tighter. Harry's eyes fluttered closed as he quickly drifted to sleep in the safety of Louis' comforting hold. 

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2 hours later...

Harry woke up with his head on Louis' chest, he took the dummy out of his mouth and looked up at Louis who was on his phone. Louis felt Harry move and glanced down, seeing him awake, "Hey Haz," Harry blushed with embarrassment, "Hey, Lou, sorry for slipping," Louis combed the younger's hair away from his eyes, "It's okay, I promise, I don't mind taking care of you," Harry gave him a soft smile, "Thank you, you've done so much for me, I really don't deserve you,"

Louis grabbed his hand softly in his, "You know what, Haz?" Harry looked at him anticipatingly, "I don't deserve you," the green-eyed boy's cheeks darkened as he smiled and buried his face into the crook of the older neck. "Are you hungry, darling?" the smaller shrugged softly, "A little," Louis rubbed his thumb along Harry's knuckles, "How does pizza sound?" Harry gave him a soft smile, "That sounds good,"