𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇, isabela madrigal

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Isabela's POV

Mamá let me sit first and calmed my nerves down, both of us were sitting besides Dolores who was standing behind my mother.

"Isabela, y/n is still in the surgery room. Her condition is critical and there's a possibilities that she would die from the brain damage, unfortunately the fall really hit her head hard." She explained, I face her not processing what my mother saying. Shaking my head and cry uncontrollably, I went to mamá.

"Die? Is that really serious that she can die at any moment?" I asked infront of her, mamá stood up and hug me.

"I'm sorry, mija. But that's what the doctor said, let's just hope y/n would stay strong and as long as she's still in the surgery room we will not know her exact condition right now" I buried my face on my mom's shoulder shaking my head as the tears pour on her clothes.

"This is all my fault" she shake her head and rubbed my back

"Shh, it's not Isa. Everything happens for a reason" she tried to comfort me but it didn't.

'Yeah, it's not my fault at all. It's all because of that damn girl, Luz. I will not forgive her'

My eyes full of anger as my hands starting to shake, just by the thought of that girl make me want to smash her face until the blood splatter out of her face.

She's the one who caused all of this, if she didn't flirt with y/n or even kiss her this would not happen. All I could blame right now is either myself or that b*tch.

"Ma, can't you just heal y/n with your food like always?" I asked her once the tears calmed down and I could already face her, she caress my cheeks.

"I could only do that if she's awake, but right now let's just trust the doctors who's operating her" I nodded, she let me sit beside her.

Mamá and Dolores stay in my room for hours, they either comfort me or distract myself thinking other things besides y/n. For the last hour some of my family member would constantly come or check me in my room which I truly appreciate.

My mom then leave after speaking to me when Dolores said that the doctors need her. She bid her goodbye to me which I respond as a soft nod.

Now Dolores and I is still in my room, she would always said how kind y/n is when they're together and that made me smile. She would always said to me that we're perfect with each other and everything is doing great down there.

"Can I go and see y/n right now? I really want to see her face even though in the distance" I said looking down, I'm already calm now well because I can't cry anymore and my eyes were already swollen.

Facing Dolores she looked reluctant to answer but when she turn to me, looking straight to me eyes she nodded slowly. I smiled for the first time in a while before standing up so is Dolores

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When we reach the small hospital we have here in encanto, I could already see mamá sitting on one of the bench while talking to y/n's family. Especially her mother and brother.

"How did this happened Julieta? All we know is y/n was safe in casita, in your house" y/n's mother said furiously, we walked towards them slowly.

"I'm sorry for what happened to your daughter Maya, it's all an accident" mom said calmly, she looked sad for what happened so I went to her side.

"This is all my fault. I pushed y/n off the balcony that's why she fall" I said directly to my fiancé mother. Her eyes are widen as she looked at me, y/n's brother curiously eye me on what I meant.

"It's all an accident, Isabela. Both of you are fighting and anger consume both of you" mamá said sternly, I looked down as she scolding me.

Turning to y/n's mother as she sigh, tía Maya shake her head and turn to where y/n's room is, her son immediately go to her side.

After mom's done lecturing me the doctor that operates y/n finally comes out. We immediately go to him, waiting for what he's going to say.

"How was it, doc?" Y/n's mom started.

"There's a bad news and good news for the patients condition. What do you want to hear first?"

"Good news, please"

"The surgery is successfully done" the man announced, I sigh in relief closing my eyes shut before opening it again to hear for the bad.

"And the bad news is, the patient will not wake up anytime soon and even if she did there's a chance that y/n would not remember anything due to the brain surgery we perform" I stared at him in horror as he says those words, I feel my legs started to go weak so Dolores helped me.

"What? Then how long my daughter will be in coma?"

"We don't know about that Mrs. Guzmán but I'm sure that it will not last long for year. Either weeks or months." He said, I can't react anymore as the tears started to pour again, I wipe it again and again.

'How long do I need to cry? Y/n, I love you so please go back again with me. I'm sorry'

"Then, I will go now" the doctor said after mom and y/n mother said their thanks and as soon as he walk away tìa Maya started crying miserably, Matéo was quick that he immediately go near his mother, comforting her.

"Let's go sit down, Isa" I nodded and follow Dolores, we sit on the bench.

The hallway was too silent that the only thing that linger on the air was the sobbing, sighing for how many times today. I grip on the hem of my dress and leaned my back, face looking up as I feel another wave of tears trying to come out of my eyes.

I bit my lips when I can't control the pain creeping in my chest. I can already feel the blood out of my lip and as soon as the first drop of another tear falls down the side of my face.

I can't help but to sob, covering my face so no one can see me. When someone sits beside me I ignore that person.

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