If You Were Mine

XVI. He's the one, your one

Eleanor: We're going to James' party on saturday night, this time I don't wanna hear any excuse you have to come bro

Sophie: Yeah we ain't goin without ya sis!

Y/N: I'm not in the mood girls

E: You never are girl and you'll never be! It's time for you to move on from what happened with Shawn bro, break-ups happen, but that should not destroy your entire life! And I promise it'll be fun there!

S: yeah sis pls!

Y/N: ok I'll think about it

E: No you won't think about it you're coming, period.

Y/N: But...

S: Shut up!

Y/N: OK!

Your besties have always been by your side through your hard times and so they are now.

After you got cheated by Shawn, the person you loved and trusted the most in the entire world, you've forgot how to smile and to actually live and not just survive...but now you're gonna come back, stronger and more confident than ever, cause it's not that you don't deserve happiness, maybe it was him who didn't deserve you!

On Saturday night

Y/N: Thanks for the dress girls! It looks fabulous!

S: No mention!

E: Anything for you bro!

Y/N: So shall we?

E: Lets go!!

As you reach the venue and get into it, your jaw droppes as the place is so preciously decorated and everything looks so magical!

People are drinking and dancing on the stage, the music is loud and the sound of the wine bottles touching the glasses in the bar was just chef's kiss!

E: Lets get drunkk!!

S: Um...should we?

Y/N: I think we've lost her...

E: Oh c'mon you saints! Live while you can!

Eleanor rushes you to the bar and orders three drinks

As you have a look at the place once again you feel like seeing Shawn...you let it go thinking that it's probably a hallucination of yours

After drinking Sophie gets quite drunk and pulls you and Eleanor onto the dance floor, people are dancing in pairs so you pair with Sophie and El gets the first guy she finds alone (master of flirting indeed).

At the beat drop people start switching partners so you do the same but what was waiting for you was not a good one...after two switches you end up pairing with a tall and handsome guy with curly brown hair and hazel brown eyes...it takes you a while before realising who he is...

Shawn: Hey beautiful! Haven't seen you in a while hun?

The blood running through your veins suddenly becomes hotter and hotter and you feel fire on your chest, you get yourself out of his arms and leave the stage

You go to the washroom and pour some cold water on your cheeks, they feel like burning...

After looking at your reflection on the mirror for a while you finally find the energy to leave the bathroom.

You're passing by the hallway looking for your phone in your purse when you suddenly feel someone's hand grabbing your arm and pulling you in a room.

In the time you try to figure out what's going on you find yourself against the wall with his breath on your face

The same eyes you had fallen for...the same feelings and the same butterflies...but this time, you'll have to keep them in!

Y/N: Let me go Shawn!

S: You're the only reason I'm here ok? I won't let you go until you hear all of what I have to say!

Y/N: I don't want to hear anything! I've seen what I had to see and that's enough!

S: No it's not! What you've seen is all made up ok? There's no truth in it!
In those pictures I was drunk and senseless, I didn't know anything, not even how that girl got into my bed

You start clapping sarcastically

Y/N: Great story, well done!

S: Oh for god's sake Y/N, I knew you'd not believe me!
Julia, come in!

A girl with blonde hair and caramel eyes steps into your sight panorama, Shawn removes his right arm so you can see better...It's the girl Shawn was-

J: Hey Y/N! I'm Julia...the girl you've seen Shawn with in those pics...I know things are messed up between you two guys and I'm the reason why, but believe me, that night nothing happened, NOTHING!
I-, Shawn was drinking alone and I thought he might like a little bit of company so I went there...he got drunk and fell asleep so I brought him to the bedroom upstairs...whenever I tried to get close to him he pushed me away constantly blaming me cause I'm not his Y/N, he never let me do anything...I swear!
I-, I'm sorry for whatever happened guys...

She looks down for a while and then leaves

You look at the ground as well...you have no words left and feel ashamed about your behavior towards Shawn...

Y/N: I'm sor-

Shawn stops you right away, placing his soft and warm lips on yours.
Oh that touch, that feeling...you've been dying for weeks to feel that again!

He moves away to let you catch breathe but you pull him even closer and ask him to do that again...

Your breath starts getting even shorter but you don't care cause you've missed that more than anything else...no one has ever or could ever make you feel the way Shawn does...cause he's just the one, your one!