If You Were Mine

XXIV. No one else can

You and Shawn have been going through some complications for quite a long time by now and things don't seem to get better at all...

Y/N: WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO SEE THINGS THIS COMPLICATED?!

S: OH YEAH I SEE THINGS COMPLICATED, I OVERREACT, I FIGHT EVERYTHING'S MY FAULT ISN'T IT?

Y/N: You know what? I've been trying to explain you patiently what's bothering our relationship, but it seems like you won't get it. And I honestly don't see anything better coming...we should call it quits

You feel Shawn staring you and wanting to say something, you wait invain for a couple of seconds and then leave.

You go to your bedroom and start packing your luggage.

After a while Shawn quietly gets into the room

S: You really think this is necessary?

Y/N: ...

S: Y/N I'm sorry-

Y/N: You don't have to Shawn, really you don't. I don't want to hear that word anymore. It's always the same, you're sorry today but tomorrow it's the same, you never even try to improve and that actually sucks you know? It'll be just better for both of us to quit

You get the luggage and start going downstairs.

You feel Shawn's footsteps behind you and as you get to the doorstep Shawn gets in front of you and blocks your way

Y/N: Shawn please...

S: No Y/N you please me! Please baby I'm begging you give me one last chance...
I know I've been behaving so rough lately and I've been asking sorry and you've been letting it go but nothing actually changed.
It's just, I don't know what's happening to me I'm just overreacting for every little thing and I'm not even realising it until I see your tired face and feel like sh1t...
I know saying that I'm sorry will not help but Y/N there's no one else who can fix me if it's not you...
I'm already going wasted and if you leave I'll just go crazy, please don't leave me Y/N, please...

You see the stress bothering his soul through his eyes...you've spent too much time reflecting on his rough behavior that you never noticed the storm Shawn was going through...
You look at Shawn, he's staring at the ground with tears striping his pale face.
You cup his face with your little hands

Y/N: I'm sorry Shawn... I should've understood you're going through tough times...I'm such a bad partner...

S: No babe please don't say that, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, I should've contained myself from rushing my mental issues all over you...

Y/N: No Shawn, don't blame yourself, you didn't do it on purpose.

You slide your arms on his strong shoulders which were now teared downwards.

You hug him as tight as possible and whisper:

Y/N: We're gonna be alright baby, I promise! We'll get through it together!

You feel his smirk being buried into your shoulder and you two stay hugged like that for a long, long time feeling each other's hearbeat and sharing each other's air and warmth.