Beautiful

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"Don't look at me" I told Sarah as I walked downstairs in a dress since we were going out to dinner. "What do you mean Y/N? You look amazing" she whispered, rubbing her thumb across my cheek. I just shook my head, "I really don't Sarah. I look awful. I'm going to go change" I sighed, trying not to cry. 

Before I could escape, she grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards her. "Y/N! You don't need to change, tell me... what's going on in that beautiful head of yours" she smiled softly. 

"Every day is so wonderful. Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe. Now and then I get insecure. From all the pain, I'm so ashamed" I told her. She took my face in her hands. "Y/N you are beautiful, please don't say those things" she smiled softly. 

I just looked down, avoiding her gaze. "It's true" I sighed. "Don't say that! Please don't say that. You're beautiful to me" she said again. 

"I might be beautiful to you, but the world doesn't think that" I sighed. She started to caress my cheek with her hands. "Y/N please look at me" she whispered. I refused. I felt her hands lift my chin up so that I was forced to look at her. "I'm trying hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone, left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?" 

"You are beautiful. No matter what they say. Words can't bring you down. You are beautiful, in every single way" she told me, making me smile. "There's that perfect smile of yours" 

A/N- this is short and the song doesn't perfectly match up to what I have written, sorry guys!


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