Dark Horses

Chapter 46 - Paradise.

Gulf looked at Adrian in the review mirror and felt disgusted, How can he do something like that to him? He loved him whatever maybe. What's the difference between you and Mew? Or even Lhong... His heart dropped and his eyes widened at that realization. 

"Mild, Stop the car.." Gulf closed his eyes while he said those words. 

"What!?" Mild looked at him frantically. 

"Stop the car!" Gulf looked at him. 

Mild pressed the brakes and the wheels screeched to a halt. Mild sighed and didn't ask a question. Gulf gulped and rubbed his sweaty hands on his pants.

You gotta do it, Gulf. You have to face it. Just do it. It would be like ripping a Band-Aid. 

He opened the door and walked out, He looked at Adrian standing at the far end. Adrian stared back, emotionless. 

Gulf jogged to him quickly and stood ahead of him with his head down. He gulped hard. 

"I'm sorry. I didn't- I mean, I always thought, But- I don't - Actually, I know what you must be thinking, Crazy right" Gulf gave a nervous chuckle but Adrian stared at him without expression. 

He continued, "Ad- I'm, I didn't mean to- I - I, I can't, I mean, I need to -" Gulf stammered, He didn't make sense but he tried his best. He was so nervous and scared to hurt someone like Adrian but he was also irrevocably in love with Mew. 

"Go," Adrian spoke a word. 

"What?" Gulf looked at him in the eyes, shocked. 

"Go.." He said again raising his eyebrow to the car and pointing towards it. 

"Adrian- I-" Gulf felt a pinch of hurt in his heart. 

"I know. I know. Who else will know better? Hmm? Who will know better than me when you lose love? if you have a chance to have it back, don't lose it. I lost mine. " He said placing his hands in pockets and Gulf knew exactly what he meant, it was him.  

"Oh Adrain.. " Gulf sadly smiled and hugged him tight, "I'm so sorry.."

"Oh, well. Can't have it all.." Adrian smiled and pulled away, he walked away going to the hotel. 

Gulf stood there feeling bad but he ran back to the car. Adrian looked back with a broken heart, He loved him but maybe it was too late, Maybe he knew it. Maybe he didn't want to accept it but no matter what love always reunites one way or another. He walked back to the venue. 

"Okay, let's go.." Gulf sighed.

"Asshole.." Mild cursed, "But you did well. Let's go find your pain in the ass.." He smiled. 

Gulf laughed. 

It was 45 mins later, Mild stopped the car in front of the gate which was engraved - MS, Gulf jumped out and ran towards it, "Get him, Bro!"

Gulf smiled as he ran the long pathway towards the mansion, The guards aimed their guns at him, It didn't stop him, nothing could. He ran, ran as fast he could. Stu waved them away, allowing him to enter. 

This is it. What if he missed him? What if all these months all he did was drive him away? Didn't he hate him to his core? What if Mew's love was no longer the way it was? He did say he loved him and was sorry. But did he mean it? 

Gulf huffed and stopped in front of double doors, He was angry, Yes. Because it took him so long to confide in him. Gulf would have run in his arms the next day. That's how much fucking he loved him, maybe he didn't want to accept that fact. But that was indeed the truth.