JAYDENS POV
"Hey, um can I talk to Ash?"
I ask nervously as I stand at the door of Fezcos apartment
"Um, yeah sure. He's not doing the best cus of what your dumb, crazy ass did but I guess you could try talk to him"
He says making me feel sick. I felt so bad for Ash, and the thing is, I don't even remember that night.
All I remember was I saw Ashtray dancing with another girl, I got jealous then my drunk, high, dumb ass decided to hook up with fucking Troy.
"Hey"
I say quietly as I walked into Ashtrays bedroom. He was laying on the bed in watching something on his computer
"Why the fuck are you here?"
He says bluntly as he presses pause on the video he was watching
"I wanted to say sorry"
I say quietly walking over to him
"Yeah well you saying sorry isn't gonna do fucking anything Jayden"
He says impatiently
"I know, but you were the one who was dancing with another girl in the first place"
I say sitting down on the end of his bed
"I wasn't fucking dancing with her! And if you were watching for literally fucking 2 more seconds you would have seen me push her off me!"
He yells
"Okay! I'm sorry!"
I say standing up and putting my hands up
"Listen. Out of anyone in the whole fucking world Jayden, you are the last fucking person I want to see right now"
Ashtray says with tears in his eyes
"You don't mean that"
I say quietly
"I wish I didn't Jay"
He says standing up and leaving me alone in his bedroom. I look over and see a framed picture of us on his dresser
"Fuck"
I mutter as I stand up and walk over to the picture
I just stare at Ashtrays face in the picture as tears start rolling down my cheeks.
I really, really, really, fucked up.
"Jayden?"
I turn around hearing Ashtrays voice
"Yeah?"
I say quietly, quickly whipping the tears off my cheeks
"I will forgive you. But you have to do one thing"
He says making me look confused
"What?"
I ask. I will literally do anything right now to make him forgive me
"You have to let me give you a tattoo"
He says happily. I look at him confused
"Wait, really?"
I ask happily
"Yep"
He says as he starts walking towards me and hugs me. He rests his head on my shoulder as I feel him wrap his arms around my waist
"But, it has to be whatever I want and wherever I want"
He whispers in my ear
"Okay!"
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Under the surface | Ashtray X Fem
FanfictionJayden is an outgoing 14 year old. She can easily talk to anyone. She's pretty popular around school- not for good reasons though. But I'll get into that later. Just as Jayden starts to feel like there is nothing good in her life. A young boy comes...
