Under the surface | Ashtray X Fem

Part 45

*OUTSIDE JAYDENS HOUSE*

JAYDENS POV

"Okay, I don't think my moms here so we can just go in"

I say holding hands with Ashtray as we walked up to the front door. My moms car wasn't in the drive way so I just assumed she wasn't there.

"Yo, your house is like really big ma"

Ashtray says looking at the house as I let go of his hand to unlock the front door with the spare key i found under the door mat.

After unlocking the door, I felt Ashtray quickly grab my hand again as I lead him into my house

"Yo"

Ashtray says stoping in the door way

"What?"

I say as I turn around and look at him

"I can like imagine us doing this in like fucking 20 years and like we're walking into our house holding hands after dropping our kids off at school"

He says looking around. I couldn't help but just smile at the boy.

"Yeah"

I say smiling and leaning in to give him a quick kiss. Then we started to make our way towards the kitchen to make some food. But...

"Yo what the fuck!?"

I turn around seeing Nate standing behind us. I quickly drop Ashtrays hand and clear my throat

"Oh, hey"

I say to Nate

"What the fuck is he doing here!?"

Nate yells looking straight at Ashtray. I feel ashtray try to grab my hand. But I pushed him away because I knew that was going to make my brother even more angry

"Are you guys like fucking dating now?"

Nate asks. I look at Ashtray and take a deep breath

"Yeah actually we are" I say grabbing Ashtrays hand.

I know I said I didn't wanna hold his hand cus of Nate but fuck it. Fuck Nate. I don't care what he has to say anymore. I'm sick of him ruining everything cus:

'I'm his sister and he cares about me'

like shut the fuck up!

"Jayden! He's not good for you! He sells drugs! And your a fucking addict who needs to stop doing drugs before you become fucking brain dead or something!"

Nate screams making me cling onto Ashtrays hand even harder.

"Listen Nate. I don't really give a fuck what you think. So don't even try to convince me that Ashtray isn't right for me, or that im not right for him! Because we are literally perfect for each other! And you know it, and I know it! But your just so fucking jealous! Because you decided to fuck your ex's best friend!"

As soon as the last part of that sentence came out of my mouth. I knew I shouldn't have said it. All that shit which Maddy and Cassie was just so crazy so I decided to stay out of most of it.

I watched as Nate walked closer to me. He's tall figure standing over me

"Watch your mouth bitch"

He says slapping the side of my cheek. I put my hand up and feel my cheek start to sting. I feel tears start to form in my eyes as I just stare up looking at my older brother.

I didn't really think he would do that right now since Ashtray was here but I guess I was wrong.

"Don't fucking touch her dick!"

Ashtray yells pushing Nate making him fall back a little

"Motherfucker!"

Nate yells punching Ashtray across the face causing Ash to fall over and grab his face as he lays on the floor

"What the fuck Nate!?"

I yell running over and crouching down next to Ashtray. His hand was over his face so I couldn't see how bad his injuries were.

"Fuck both of you"

Nate says as he walks out the front door slamming it behind him

"Ash, let me see"

I say trying to move his hand off his face

"Oh shit!"

I say once I finally get him to move his hand.

| TIME SKIP |

"Here"

I say as I pass the blunt I had been smoking to ashtray

"Thanks ma"

He says lightly as he takes it and puts it up to his lips

"I'm really sorry about Nate"

I say as I hold the ice pack over his red and bloody face

"It's okay. I just wish he wasn't so much of a dick to you. Cus like if he was a dick to just me we would have problems but him being a dick to you is just a whole other thing you know"

He says

"Yeah"

I whisper kissing the top of his head.

*THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL*

JAYDENS POV

Me and Maddy walked through the school together on the way to first period.

I had only been at school for like 20 minutes and I was already over it.

"Hey Mads"

I say

"Yeah?"

"I think I might just leave"

I say quietly

"What? Why?"

She asks confused

"Cus, fuck this shit"

I say as I run off. I start running through the hall ways and finally get to the main entrance.

After leaving school I decided to go see...ASHTRAY!!

After all he was probably my favourite person in the world so I don't know who else I would pick.

Me and Ash spent most of the day making out, watching t.v, and just talking.

ASHTRAYS POV

As I was listening to Jayden talk about her favourite movie I remembered two things

Number 1: Jaydens birthday is in 4 days

Number 2: I never actually asked Jayden out, I guess we just kinda assumed we were dating?

I secretly made a plan with Fez and Faye and they were going to help me surprise Jayden for her birthday, I was also planing to properly ask her out.

Me and Jaydens birthdays are only 6 days apart so we were kinda planing to have a joint birthday party but I have a wayyyy better plan.

Authors note: thanks for reading Yall!

Sorry I took so long to update but I have just been super busy with school.

I hope you enjoyed this part and thank you so much for all the reads!! I honestly never thought my story would get this big!!

I didn't have time to edit this part so sorry for any mistakes!

Love y'all!!

Leave any suggestions in the comments <333

❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️