𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬 | 𝐖𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐚 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢

pain

[first name] couldn't take her eyes off the cold, lifeless body in front of her. Tears began to form in her eyes as she looked at the lifeless body before her. A soft whimper escaped her lips, causing her to aggressively cover her mouth. She can feel herself trembling. She began to recall the memorable times that she spent with that person. Then she felt a sharp pain in her heart, causing her to gasp for air—that's when her knees gave up. She dropped on the floor with a hand on her lips, muffling her sobs.

"Shin.."

She folded her lips as she slowly removed her hand from her mouth. Her lips continue to twitch while her tears continue to fall. She took one last glance at her brother's cold body—he looked so peaceful, as if he was just in deep slumber. She tightly gripped the white cloth covering her brother's lifeless body with one hand, then suddenly felt like she was suffocating. She put her other shaking hand on her chest as she began to breathe heavily. She couldn't handle it anymore,

She began wailing..

Her sobs reverberated throughout the room.

She couldn't stop.

She couldn't stop the pain that she was feeling in her chest.

She wanted the pain to stop.

She badly wanted it to stop.

"Y-You moron.." she whimpered, letting her tears flow. "You told me to spend the night at our house.." she said, folding her lips. She closed her eyes shut when she felt a sharp pain in her heart, "I-I shouldn't have listened to you.." she sniffed, looking down at the hospital floor.

"This is all my fault.."

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[first name] and her younger siblings couldn't stop crying at their older brother's funeral. The same goes for their grandfather. Many came to Shinichiro's funeral. Most of them were old friends of Shinichiro's and former members of the first generation Black Dragon. Some members from the early generations were also there. Wakasa and Benkei were there, but it broke [first name]'s heart when she didn't see Takeomi and Izana..

Emma continued to cry while her arms were wrapped around her sobbing older sister, while Manjiro was sitting beside [first name] with an empty look on his face. He was rubbing [first name]'s back to calm her down, knowing that she'd never stopped crying ever since she came back from the hospital.

"Big bro.." Emma sobbed.

Wakasa couldn't take his eyes off of his heartbroken girlfriend. He can see that she's still in deep pain, and it also pains him to see her like that. Then his eyes went back to where the picture of the deceased was.

[first name] changed after Shinichiro's death, and it made her family worried about her.

Her grandfather and her siblings were very confused when she suddenly decided to move out of their house, and it also made them more concerned about her. [first name] would always visit Shinichiro every single day, just to sit there and stare at his grave all day—and her family had no idea about that.

When her grandfather came to visit her in her apartment, he would always find her sitting on her bed, smoking a cigarette and staring into the distance. Her grandfather was horrified when he saw [first name] smoking, because he knew his granddaughter hated the smell of cigarettes.