𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬 | 𝐖𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐚 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢

i'll definitely like her more than you

"I'm here again.."

Wakasa sat in a lotus position, in front of him was [first name]'s grave. The bags under his tired-looking eyes turned darker, it's been days since he last slept. "I'm sorry about the other day," he said, recalling how his anger took over him. "I didn't like what your brother was saying.." he said as he stuffed his hands inside the pockets of his hoodie. "He was making it sound like your death was...meaningless." he said in distaste.

Then his gaze shifted to the sky above. He stared at the blue sky as he began to remember the only girl he had ever loved, and tears began to form in his eyes. When he felt his tears starting to fall, he immediately closed his eyes and breathed out, "I miss you." His tears began to fall down his cheeks, and he could hear himself sobbing softly as he remembered her. He wanted to stop crying, he wanted to stop feeling pain—but he couldn't. He felt as if a part of him had died when [first name] died—he felt incomplete, no...he felt empty. "You know...you're the main reason I'm still alive," he said emotionlessly, wiping his tears with his sleeves. "This sounds cliche, but whatever...I wanted to grow old with you; you and I would always talk about it back then," he said with a weak smile. "During the ten years I wasn't with you, I never stopped thinking about you...and loving you; I'm sure you're aware of that...and I made you a promise...remember? That I'd wait for you again," he sniffed, "That promise that I made motivated me to not lose hope that we'd be together again...But now that you're gone... He fought back tears by folding his lips.

"I'm not sure I could live in a world without you."

—

Sanzu

[first name]-san...

was the nicest person I've ever met.

-flashback-

A black-haired kid, around my age, looked at me and asked, "Hey, are you okay, Haruchiyo?" My eyes focused on the floor as he and I walked, "I'm fine, Baji." I said, avoiding looking at him.

Keisuke Baji.

He's a fourth grader, like me, and he can be a pain in the ass sometimes,

but he's a great guy.

"Huh?" I could sense that he didn't believe me just by hearing his tone. "You don't look fine to me." he said in an annoyed kind of tone. I looked from the corner of my eyes to glance at him, and saw that his brows were furrowed at me. I sighed in defeat and turned my attention back to my steps, "It's nothing. I just scolded again, that's all.." I said lazily.

Baji just stared at me as we walked side by side. We're on our way to Mikey's place to hang out—the three of us are friends. "I don't get why you're the one getting scolded instead of your little sister?" he said.

"Well, her fault is also my fault. That's the sad life of having siblings.." I said as I slouched a little. I looked at him and boringly said, "You wouldn't understand.."

Baji put his hands behind his head, yawning. "Well, you're right. I don't have any siblings like you and Mikey.." he said. Then he smirked, "But maybe in another universe, I have a sibling too.." he said.

I gave him a weird stare, "Another universe?" I questioned. He hummed in response. I looked away from him saying, "You read too many mangas.."