knowing you (process of editing)

Chapter eight~ Destiny

BAYLONS P.O.V.

Kaylee and Kanen walked up the driveway and I just stood there. I was so amazed by her, she just took my breathe away, I had to stay outside for awhile to get my composure. The night was so crystal clear, the moon was so big and full that night. It seemed like I could see every star. She was changing me, I could feel it in my soul. I would kill for and die for this girl, and I hardly even knew her.This was new to me and I felt excited, and scared. I knew that I needed to speak with my father about this at once, I had wanted to get away from there my entire life and that year was finally my chance. I knew what my father would say about college....Don't go stay here and help me run the pack. But that was not what I wanted, What's wrong with college and then coming back there to run the pack with my father? It just sounded like a lot of responsibility for anyone at the age of eighteen. I was smart enough to know that I wasn't ready for all of that, at least that is how I thought up until that very moment. I hadn't ever been interested in pack business so I honestly didn't want know anything about it, it was forced on me by my father. Now I wanted to know everything. Of course I was trained to fight, all pack members are from the age of ten. So it was something that I was forced to do, and to be honest I hated every minute of it...Up until that very moment.

Hand to hand combat, and weaponry. Imagine all of that at age ten. I was, needless to say I was a shy child so it was like a living nightmare everyday. And of course because Billy was my beta he was hard on me while we were training, my father told him not to ever give me a break. Although he was much bigger than me. By the time we got to age fifteen I hated training. Billy had grown to be twice my size by then, and it was real work battling him. I didn't at the time, understand the benefit of our training. And I was not that ten year old boy anymore. All of those years battling Billy and the other wolves had made me strong in body, and having all of those boring ass classes after school everyday in wolf history made my mind stronger. But I still felt like experience is what made a good Alpha, and that I didn't have. Maybe I really was ready to be an Alpha. But I wanted to go and live some of my life before I was strapped down to this pack forever. I finally thought of an idea, Kaylee could leave with me. We could get married and go away from this place. Maybe my mind was going too fast, and maybe Kaylee didn't feel the same as I did...... But I couldn't live without her now. I wondered, would she go if I asked???

I finally went into my house to find my father so that we could discuss the situation. I felt like I needed to know what was going to happen . I knocked on the door of his office and he gave me permission to enter.I bowed my head to him. "Hello father, we need to talk, Is that okay with you, do you have the time right now sir?" He motioned for me to sit "Father, I want to discuss the Bresettes." He put his hand up in a motion to stop me from speaking. "Son, I think that I know what you want to say, We are taking care of them. I have known George and his wife for a very long time, We have a past. That is why I am willing to put our lives on the line for his family. They will be staying here until the battle is over and we have won. I feel sad for this family, they have lost their honor and now they want to regain what already belongs to them. Most families of wolves will have a hard time accepting their son or daughters until that is done. George needs to have his own pack back in tact."

It just dawned on me what he had just said. They wont be accepted into families as anyones mates because of their past. They came here knowing what was going to happen. So what if they had found their mates here? were they doomed to live a life of solitude because they had run from their pack. I just had to ask, "Why is that so father?" "Because, no one wants to have cowards in their bloodline." He replied. "But father do you feel that way also?" I asked. He sat there for a moment and sighed, then he answered " I cannot accept anyone in their situation into my bloodline, it is just unacceptable because I am an Alpha. Now some families may be able to accept that fact. Its by no fault of the children, or of George and his wife, but that's just the way that it is. That is why I want to help them in any way that I can to restore their dignity, so they could go the rest of their lives without shame and their children as well.