knowing you (process of editing)

Chapter Thirteen~The threat

KAYLEE'S P.O.V.

I was ready to run, I had been holding it in way too long. When we lived in Wisconsin my parents, my siblings, and I used to run every night after dinner, my dad used to say it was good for the digestion. I really missed being there sometimes, I missed my old school, and I really missed my old friends. I tried to remind myself to call my best friend in Spring green like every night, but I had been so busy since I have been here. I never have time to think about my old life. I really did miss Mariah, and I wanted to try and keep it in my mind to call her. But at that moment I was going to enjoy the run, and the time alone with Baylon as much as I could. We got to the Okawa and went to the area to change, I wanted to feel a little less shy than the first time that we were out there. Well, he already had seen my body I rationalized. But as I started to undress, I could feel his eyes on me. I felt like his eyes were boring into my skin. I went to hide behind a tree, but he stopped me. He was completely naked, as was I. He grabbed my waist and turned me toward him, " There is no need to hide from me kay, We have already seen each other naked right?" he told me. But it was different when we were making out I guess. I couldn't see his manhood, or feel it so prominently, touching my thigh. I felt my temperature starting to rise, My neck was hot. I was almost positive that I was blushing really hard, because He rubbed my cheek with the back of his hand and smiled at me. "This is perfectly natural, Lets go for our run okay?", He giggled. I nodded in agreement and started to shift.

It felt so great out there, running in the nice, night air. I felt so free when I was embracing my wolf, I think that she felt overjoyed to be out as well. I ran and ran until I couldn't run anymore, and Baylon was right at my side the whole time. We raced each other, wrestled around playfully, then laid out on the grass and rested for awhile. The next thing I knew Baylon started to shift, he changed back into his human form right next to me. So I shifted also, and for a moment we both just laid there naked in the quiet night air. It was nice to just have the peace of just laying out. But suddenly I started to have that insecure feeling again, being completely bare in front of him. I tried to curl my body up to hide my nakedness. Baylon laughed at me at little, which made me feel even more embarrassed. "You don't have to hide from me Kay, You are so freakin hot. You should feel good that you have such great genes! " he laughed so hard that I got up and started to run to where I left my clothes.

He caught up with me, still giggling a bit. "I don't think that its so funny that I am shy, I have never let a boy see me naked before. I shouldn't feel so self confident, you know? It isn't like I am a Victoria secret model or something!" I told him. He stopped laughing, I guess that he could see that I didn't find this situation funny at all, so he just found his clothes and then we both got dressed. We started to head back to the house when Baylon started to talk again. "I know you aren't a Victoria Secret model Kaylee, but you are more beautiful than any of those women, You could be one if you wanted to." He turned to me and grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him. "You need to know that you are absolutely ,"Beauty Personified" and Kaylee I... like really like you...I feel like I may kinda..... " he trailed off, but I could not believe what I was hearing. Did he just tell me that he kinda loved me? I knew in my heart that I loved him, but I had no idea that he may have felt the same way too. I was sort of in shock.

I had to think for a moment of what I wanted to say. I did love him also, but how do I tell him? while I was debating in my mind how to say what I felt, his face started to frown and he moved away from me. "If you don't feel the same Kaylee, I understand. I just thought that I needed to tell you a little of how I felt." I smiled at him, and he looked puzzled. "I love you Baylon, from the moment that I first met you. I knew that we were meant to be." I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I want to give my all to you. You know what I mean?" He held my face gently in his hands and kissed me deeply, I instantly felt butterflies. "I love you Kaylee." He held me for a moment and then said, "Hey, lets go back to the house." and grabbed my hand to lead me to the car. When he opened the door for me and walked to the drivers side of the car, I thought that I had glanced at something in the rear view mirror. I brushed it off as a shadow, or maybe an animal. We were in the woods. All the way back to the house I couldn't take my eyes off of him. He loved me... I could never imagine being without this person in my life. I mean he said that he did. So I was going to give myself to him body and soul tonight. we were going to mate completely. I wanted to.