knowing you (process of editing)

Chapter Nineteen~ Nehemiah

KAYLEE'S P.O.V.

I cant believe that he could just let me go like that. I was so shocked that I couldn't even cry. I couldn't believe that anyone could just not even say goodbye to their mate and never look back. He didn't even say goodbye to me. He looked right at me and didn't say goodbye. I was slowly becoming angry with the whole situation. I decided right then and there that I wasn't gonna shed a tear for him. I didn't deserve that even if he was hurting me so much inside. My heart pained, but then I pushed it back. I wasn't gonna let myself go there..... I was on my way up to my room, when my mom saw me and waved me over to her. "Kaylee, we have to go back to our house now." I felt a bit puzzled for a moment. Why were we going there? So of course I replied with, "huh?" She just looked at me and smiled for a moment. "I know how much you've loved being here at the pack house, but we need to go home and pack up OUR house. We will be leaving here soon, no matter the outcome of their meeting out there. Your father has decided that we definitely will be leaving." I was shocked again. "We could be just moving someplace random? I don't feel that's fair to me, Kaya, or Kanen. We go to school here mom, We have friends. Kanen just got on the track team, and I'm.....happy mom.

"Sweetheart, I understand what you are feeling, I can't say really what is going to happen, all I know is we need to go and pack. Hopefully, God willing we get to go home and live out our lives with our pack. I miss my people very much. They are important to me. When your father and I were mated, we had a home and a life in Wisconsin...with our family and friends. You know that we have been away from our pack for a really long time Kaylee and there has been a huge hole in my heart because of it. I want to go home more than anything." I understood completely. "Okay mom, when do we go?" She smiled, "In a week maybe or so would be perfect. But we need to pack up all that we have left after they raided our things. I want to be ready when your father returns."I could tell that she was really ready to go back to her pack and see the people that she loved. I hugged her and went upstairs to pack my suitcase. When I got there Kaya was already packing her things. "Hey sis." She smiled, a sly sort of smile. What's it your smiling at?" I asked. "It's nothing.... But, You will like the new pack. Just try and give it a chance sister." I was puzzled by what she said. I would like the new pack? Where I was, was my new pack. Baylon was my mate. But I wasn't gonna think about it at that moment, we needed to pack for our family. That was the priority.

The next day we went to our house to get all of our things together and it felt so strange to be there. We hadn't really lived in this house very long, but I felt like kind of melancholy about leaving. "Mom, will we be going back to school until daddy comes back home?" "I don't see why not, you girls are missing a lot of education right now. I wish that your father hadn't decided to take Kanen, he's so young to be doing all these things like he's a grown up. I pray that he keeps my baby safe." She seemed sad. "Mom, he is fine. Kanen is not a baby like you feel he is. I was there at the battle and he can stand on his own two feet and protect himself really well mom and he's also found his mate so don't worry." She looked at me surprised and I realized that I over spoke. Kanen was gonna kill me . That was not by business to tell. I winced "How do you know that Kay? Who is she?" I exhaled a deep breath. "I cant help it Kaylee, he's only sixteen. I worry about all of you." "I know mom.. alright she is annabella Moyette. She and he really have a bond forreal. I saw it myself, they are mates." She just sat there for a long while. I supposed that she was thinking about what I said. "Well, he isnt my baby anymore huh? Maybe we shouldn't pack Kanens room and allow him to do it himself? Want something to eat?" I nodded, She smiled faintly and went down stairs to prepare something. I hated packing my room but I knew that it had to be done. Even if I went to actually live in the pack house I wasnt staying in this house any longer. I just left some clothes in a suit case for easy access for school. I just felt like I was ready to get away from all of this stress and be a normal teen wolf again..... even if its for a week or so.